All The Pain I Thought I Knew

Hello Peps , there is so many thing going on lately .. So I would like to share with you guys here . At my blog .. I just thought It would be amazing to throw out all my words to you , yes you .. I may not know who you are , but blog is like my second voice :) Well of course we all have God , We all can count on Allah .. When we are in a very difficult moment we can talk to him and tell him that we are not okay but we tired to be okay , do you know what I'm trying to say ? I'm telling you that sometimes we are okay for not being okay :) Do you really know what is going on around you ? Do you ? NO !

No one knows , okay I will try make this short cause I also don''t really like to reads something useless or pointless .. The reason why I'm writing this is , I Don't really understand what is going on .. While im writing this , I also wonder what is going on .. Why am I feelings so sad ? Why ? Did someone hurt me ? What ? why ? Why me ? I just don't understand .. I thought I knew that what's going on .. But I don't .


Okay , I will try my best for not going crazy writing my anger my sadness my questions mark .. Why on earth people being fake ? Like why ? Can't you just tell the truth ? Why ? Scared ? Why would be that way ? Do you understand that feeling when you knew she telling something that you already know , okay like this .. How does it feel ? To be different from everybody else ? Its not because who you are , but its because the way people looked at you isn't it ? Now I know :)


Why i can't be who i am ? Why ? Why can you ? why not me ? Like some people won't let you being for who you are .. My point is why you can be who you are but i can't .. You may not understand this cause I never treat you the way you did .. Hahah If i did , Omg Wawa is so mean wawa is bitch wawa so babi she so sial and stuff cause you know thats so impossible to be someone who not you are .. Its like losing your mind because of a person who dislike you for being you ! I Know that i'm not good in certain point where i can be mad at stuff .. Trust me , i'm not that silly to mad at something that i shouldn't .


Aren't that bodoh when you get mad at something that really small ? Okay macam ni , kenapa kau nak marah kalau benda tu tak betul ? Kenapa tak nak dengar penjelasan ? Kenapa terus marah ? Kenapa ? Apa salah dia ? Tiba tiba je ? Because i know everything , I know everything before you said it .. cause you know why ? Kekadang Allah bukakan hati seseorang tu supaya berhati hati agar tidak terluka .. Cause you know why ? This world is cruel ..  No matter how perfect you're , there's must be someone who hate you for nothing :D 

                                                                                                                                               

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