Run away

Run Away

Running away from all the problems is the best idea kan ? Cause whenever you can't hold on something that hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable , you can just run away then leave everything behind right ? Aren't that soooo good if we can walk far away from our feelings and people whenever we want ?

But 

Ya.. it will not happen even though millions of years .. Lets say when you run away from everything that hurts you .. Your feeling won't change , just like a broken mirror .. No matter how hard you try to fix it , it wont be the same anymore .. So do feelings and problems ..

Someone

Told me that

• " You can not run away from problems and feelings , but you can find a way to let them fade away ."  
• " This is life , problems make you stronger than before .. Learn from your mistake and life a live "

And more .. 

I  do wonder what are they trying to make me understand with their words , and i know that they are trying to help but do they really know how hurt when someone is killing your feeling ? When someone keep giving you hopes ? Or do they know how hurt is it when we're trying to move on from someone yet there is must be something that stopping me to do that ? I do blame myself for not being perfect , smart , beautiful and more .. It make my insecurity level gets higher like I feel like I shouldn't be with anyone in this life because I keep hurting people and myself too ..

While 

I can not make myself feel that way , because I believe that there are people out there who have been through a situation worse than me .. And so do you , if you try to move or run away from something .. Stay strong and smile .. There's nothing can stop you being you , unless you want to ..

Xoxo
Wawa