Tuesday, 30 June 2015

I'm sorry

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Assalammuailaikum, hey ! Last night , i been through something that really unexpected.. I Won't tells you anything here cause I thought it will be nicer if i kept it  myself .. The reason why I put " I'm sorry " because , I am truly sorry for everything .. I'm Not perfect, I'm not what you want me to be because I'll never be .. I'm Sorry if I hurt your feelings over and over again .. I'm sorry .. And I really means it .. If i ever hurt you , I'm sorry .. Come and tells me , I won't bite .. The Reasons why I'm telling this is because, not everyone OKAY going through something that she or he don't want to .. I Never asked to be this way .. And so do you .. So please, from bottom of my heart please .. Stop 😪 I'm just a human, I bleed , I cry , I laugh, but doesn't mean that you can hurt me , I'm truly sorry for not being perfect for you .. I'm sorry 😪

                                     ✖️ Wawa
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Thursday, 25 June 2015

Demon thst I created

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Assalammuailaikum korang , hari ni I would like talk about Demon that we all create.. We may not understand at first, so wawa akan jelaskan apa yang wawa nak cerita .. Macam ni , dalam hidup ni mesti kita pernah melakukan kesilapan sama ada besar mahupun kecil .. Demon ialah syaitan . " Demon that I created " syaitan yang saya cipta .. In this case, maksud syaitan yang kita cipta ialah bila kita buat sesuatu kesilapan dalam hidup kemudian kita lakukan semula .. Jadi kita telah cipta sesuatu kejahatan dalam diri .. Cause we are repeating something that we should not do !

In my case , i did something that I shouldn't do , cause I know what I had done is not good at all .. Yes semua manusia melakukan kesilapan but how big is it ? Jadi this is like midnight thoughts and that's the reason why I'm doing this 😁👍 Tak semua orang tahu how well you're deep inside .. Banyak yang kita simpan dalam diri kita .. Demons that we created is so so hard to die , trust me .. Bukan kita cakap " okey aku nak berubah , I won't do that again and aku takkan akan jadi bodoh untuk kali kedua " and then BOOM ! Terus jadi someone new , and lahirlah insan baru yang tidak akan melakukan kesilapan yang sama .. No that's not how it works ..

Taknak type panjang panjang sebab nanti penat baca 😂 Dalam kata lain kita sebagai manusia sangatlah susah nak berubah ke arah kebaikan walaupun diberi peluang beribu kali .. Kita akan tetap melakukan benda yang sama terus menerus .. Dan kita sebegai manusia yang " TIDAK AKAN PERNAH SEMPURNA " jangan lah terus judge someone by hers or his past .. Kalau awak kena kutuk atau dipandang hina oleh orang lain .. Janganlah terus kecewa , sebab We as humans , we can not makes other happy and tukar pemikiran negatif diaorang kepada pemikiran positif.. Benda yang dah lepas biarlah lepas , benda yang tidak dapat di ubah biarlah dia layu sendiri .. Dan terkubur sendiri .

Change for good .. Berubahlah untuk Allah SWA .. He created us to be somebody .. Kalau seseorang tidak dapat menerima awak for being you , it's okay .. Kalau tak ada seorang pun sudi bersama awak ketika awak jatuh dalam gegelapan , it's okay .. Sebab it is okay to not being okay , Allah always be with us , biar dipandang buruk , hina di mata orang tapi janganlah di pandang buruk pada Allah .. That's my life goals , to be someone in Allah eyes and people too insyahallah .. I'm truly sorry for what i had done and said before.. Dan sekarang wawa .. Hmm ..  I'm letting my past fade away , I'm trying to live in my new world now with new experience kesalahan baru orang baru dan yang paling penting ialah .. Wawa akan cuba jadi manusia yang lebih baik dari sebelum :,) Cause I don't like who I used to be .. I'm sorry again and again ..

May Allah always on our side and guide us to a better place where we belong 😪  




       Xoxo , wawa
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Tuesday, 23 June 2015

Hari ni !

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Well hello dan Assalammualaikum ! Okey hari ni wawa nak cerita pasal Hari ni xD Something interesting berlaku hahaha .. Hari ni ada ujian lisan Bm , i didn't prepare anything cause mestilah kita ingat nama kita dipanggil last .. But still nasib ada surat khabar dekat kelas yang boleh amik sebagai bacaan .. Jadii kita amik lah mana yang kita dapat kan :P

JENG JENG JENG , kita tengah leka berborak tiba tiba cikgu annie wan " Aina Najwa , lepas ni kamu lepas tu jiva ( sambil tengok list nama ) " KAHKAHKAH ! Nasib dah koyakkan kertas surat khabar yang bertajuk " Muhajadah dan Tarbiah " Kot lah kot tapi paling ingat Muhajadah sebab ayat tu banyak keluar .. Bila tengah duduk belakang memang lah " Tak nervous pun , hek heleh .. budak kelas je pun wekkk "' sekali dah dekat depan hah hamik kau xD Menggeletar tangan .. Bibir pun gigil gigil hahah ..

Jadi kita pun tarik nafas " Wawa ! kau relek , kau baca je macam biasa .. " Kertas tu boleh lah panjang tapi mendalam isi dia .. Tak bersedia langsung .. So memang tak sempat nak short kan ayat panjang panjang tu .. Dekat depan baca lah perengan pertama lepas tu terbang ke perengan belah sana lepas tu patah balik ke perengan pertama .. Tengah baca tu , rasa macam ramai tak fokus .. So i thought Okey this will the best time nak baca perenggan terakhir .. mata pun cari mana part last ni .. tangan serious menggigil sebab all eyes on me kot ! Pehh

Finally nampak pun ayat akhir , bila kita nervous gila kau nak fokus .. Dah lah kalau kita gagap markah kena tolak .. So baca laju je tapi jelas okey ;P taknak la markah Lisan sikit sebab nervous hehehe .. So wawa pun baca lah ayat terakhir " Pekara yang dijelaskan akan disambung pada minggu hadapan.. " And that moment ! Muka terus jadi panas tangan tutup muka lepas tu satu kelas gelak xD Damn ! macam mana boleh tak perasan ? Dengan cikgu cikgu sekali gelak (U..U) ahahah wawa pun gelak lah sekali xD Tak tahu lah markah dapat berapa alahai .. But still pengalaman yang menarik bila tersalah baca hahahah .. SO kepada sesiapa akan hadapi ujian lisan , get ready .. Baca biar lancar dan lantang dan ! Janganlah gugup dan tunduk .. Act normal like when you talk with your friends .. No shame ! All the best pep ! :D Thanks for reading this heheh .. Lot of love <3

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Sunday, 14 June 2015

S c h o o l

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Assalammualaikum semua ! Yeayy or neyy ? xD Yeay or ney for school ? Esok kan dah mula sekolah :P .. Hari ni last cuti :'< So Confirm malam ni ramai gilas yang B U S Y including me cause you know why? School works and dermaton stuff D; alahai .. bukan tu je , dan sah sah cikgu akan mula bagi papers , lepas tu mula lah .. kena bersedia untuk exam akan datang . Plus ! Puasa pun just around us .. hmm lepas tu raya then exam lepas exam habis lah 2015 .. see ? Can't we see ? World is moving too fast ._. Quite scary tho .. yela for this year , apa je yang kita dapat dan apa je yang kita ubah ? Atau semuanya sama je ? Back to school topic .. xD

Hahah so korang macam mana cuti ? best tak ? buat apa je ? ada apa apa yang menarik ? Best hang out ?If there is something amazing during your school holidays ! Jangan lupa share dekat chat box sebelah kanan anda okay ;* LOT OF LOVE and maseh sudi share story anda di sana hehehe .. okay sambung ke topic kita ..So apa je korang buat masa cuti ? Atau just stay at home and dating with your fone 24/7 ?  like me .. Mereput haahahhaha Okey , School is something really menarik actually , yela kita tak happy pun nak sekolah but ada yang EXCITED nak belajar certain people lah .. ada jugak golongan macam wawa ni :P Golongan yang excited nak jumpa kawan kawan tercintah dan ! Tak sabar nak belajar ' fav ' subject sahaja :P well of course semua orang ada subject yang paling paling minat dan cikgu tu sangat lah best en :3 Jangan nak poyo kata tak ada !


Next ! Kita buka topic " Enjoy Schooling " ! Yeayyy .. Yang barisan kedua tu kita bagi tajuk " School ! " okey ? Okey okey .. kenapa wawa buat yang ni Enjoy Schooling ? Sebab kita memang patut Enjoy pun T_T tahu sebab apa ? Nak tahu tak ? Tak nak tahu pun wawa tetap akan type KAHKAHKAH ! Hahahahha .. Sebab , cuba bayangkan kalau kita tak enjoy sekolah pada usia muda macam ni ? Nanti habis sekolah nanti kau nak bercerita pasal ap ? " Aku dulu mana suka sekolah , aku ponteng HAHAHA aku maki cikgu .. Kahkahkah lepas tu aku Tidur dalam kelas setiap masa weh ! Hahahaha " ???? what even ? Apa yang cuba jelaskan ni ? Macam ni , bila kita dah habis sekolah , kita takkan selalu jumpa kawan kawan kita dah , ada yang sambung belajar , ada yang kerja ada yang sibuk ada jugak yang mendiamkan diri and stuff ... Kita mestilah kena enjoy sekolah sebab bila dah habis sekolah nanti lepas tu kau terserempak dengan kawan kau selepas 3 tahun habis .. kau nak sembang pasal ap ? Confirm2 korang akan ckp yang korang rindukan zaman dulu2 ..


" You after school " pulak :3 .. Mesti kita tak nampak masa depan kita sekarang en :P Siapa boleh tahu ? Siapa ?! Huh nampak sangat nipunyew hahahha .. lek lek .. After school agak agak kita macam mana eh ? For me , wawa nak tidur selama 2 bulan .. tidur lewat bangun lewat like everybody does .. Selepas sedar bahawa diri ni dah pokai tahap nak mintak duit belanja pun dah tak boleh baru lah nak cari kerja dan tunggu keputusan ESPEYEMM.. lepas dah dapat , kita nangis2 dulu lepas tu dah puas nangis baru lah move on dan fikirkan macam mana nak bina masa depan yang cerah cewahhh ! xD Penjelasan yang sangat tidak ringkas dan tidak menarik langsung wa hahahah .. Mula mula memang lah rasa macam " lama nya sekolah aduuu , bila nak habis do , bosan peeeee aduu " kan ? Wawa dulu setiap hari rasa macam tu tau .. tapi bila lama lama .. rasa macam " Pahal nak habis dah ? dulu form 1 , sakai lagi dan masih selekeh , sekarang dah form 4 lepas tu form 5 pehh cepat nya nak habis sekolah dah hmm "

" Hahahah Sekolah ? Rindu ? Ew " <-- tajuk dalam ruangan ini :P dalam perenggan ini lerr . Ew ? Tahu kenapa Ew ? Mesti ada yang macam " EEEE bajet je akan rindu sekolah , sedangkan habis sekolah lah best , tak ada homeworks , cikgu tak ade hahahah " Memang ! lelama kau tahu lah perasaan rindu tu macam mana .. kekadang kau pun rasa nak kena marah balik dengan cikgu tau .. I know this because ramai yang dah habis sekolah told me that .. tapi tak ada lah rindu macam rindu nak mati .. rindu macam gitu2 jurr hee ~ Banyak lagi nak type senarnya ni .. maklumlah bila part last selalu nya idea baru muncul XD hahahah So will do part 2 kalau rajin atau kalau ingat lah hehehe :D Thanks for reading peps . <3                        


                                                                                                                            x.x
                                                                                                                        wawa
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Thursday, 11 June 2015

All The Pain I Thought I Knew

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Hello Peps , there is so many thing going on lately .. So I would like to share with you guys here . At my blog .. I just thought It would be amazing to throw out all my words to you , yes you .. I may not know who you are , but blog is like my second voice :) Well of course we all have God , We all can count on Allah .. When we are in a very difficult moment we can talk to him and tell him that we are not okay but we tired to be okay , do you know what I'm trying to say ? I'm telling you that sometimes we are okay for not being okay :) Do you really know what is going on around you ? Do you ? NO !

No one knows , okay I will try make this short cause I also don''t really like to reads something useless or pointless .. The reason why I'm writing this is , I Don't really understand what is going on .. While im writing this , I also wonder what is going on .. Why am I feelings so sad ? Why ? Did someone hurt me ? What ? why ? Why me ? I just don't understand .. I thought I knew that what's going on .. But I don't .


 Okay , I will try my best for not going crazy writing my anger my sadness my questions mark .. Why on earth people being fake ? Like why ? Can't you just tell the truth ? Why ? Scared ? Why would be that way ? Do you understand that feeling when you knew she telling something that you already know , okay like this .. How does it feel ? To be different from everybody else ? Its not because who you are , but its because the way people looked at you isn't it ? Now I know :)


 Why i can't be who i am ? Why ? Why can you ? why not me ? Like some people won't let you being for who you are .. My point is why you can be who you are but i can't .. You may not understand this cause I never treat you the way you did .. Hahah If i did , Omg Wawa is so mean wawa is bitch wawa so babi she so sial and stuff cause you know thats so impossible to be someone who not you are .. Its like losing your mind because of a person who dislike you for being you ! I Know that i'm not good in certain point where i can be mad at stuff .. Trust me , i'm not that silly to mad at something that i shouldn't .
Aren't that bodoh when you get mad at something that really small ? Okay macam ni , kenapa kau nak marah kalau benda tu tak betul ? Kenapa tak nak dengar penjelasan ? Kenapa terus marah ? Kenapa ? Apa salah dia ? Tiba tiba je ? Because i know everything , I know everything before you said it .. cause you know why ? Kekadang Allah bukakan hati seseorang tu supaya berhati hati agar tidak terluka .. Cause you know why ? This world is cruel ..  No matter how perfect you're , there's must be someone who hate you for nothing :D 


                                                                                                                                               




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Tuesday, 9 June 2015

Do You Ever ? (Part 2)

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Hello Hey ! SO seem like ages I didn't continue my Part 2 , now I'm trying to pulled up something new here .. Or just me rasa this time will be much better than the other one  , but thanks you tho for reading this :D I really appreciate it .. I just want to asked you and my self , do you ever know that you have done something really stupid and you absolutely regret doing something like that .. Do you ever felt that way ? I do believe that everybody does felt that way :) cause I am .. I regrets like every single things that I had done .. For real , I'm not joking at all .. Like sometimes I'm felt so losers like I know that what I'm doing is wrong, like so so wrong but STUPIDLY I still do it :3 ..

 Everybody knows falling in love is wrong in few ways like what if he doesn't really cares about you ? What if he has someone else ? What if he bla bla bla and more .. right ? Next , eating too much will makes you fat , but why you still eat so much ? Why ? HAHAHAH i did it and also what I'm trying to says is that everybody does something that we don't really want to but we still do .. Do you know what I'm saying ? Okay , wanna know something interesting ;P ? Lets says that you know she is your friend and she is a fakers like fake in friendship .. She not so into you but she try makes everything seems so perfect like when you were together , she'll be like " babe , lets get some ice cream .. gosh you so amazing , you're my everything . I hope we'll be friend forever .. BFF forever okey ? " BUT when you're not around , she'll be like " damns , she so fucking annoying , like why I'm with her ? How can someone be so close to her , while she so not special at all " and more.. Do you know how does that feels ? Do you ? Cause I am .. I understand like 1 billion % of this kind of situation .. Cause you know why . I got lots of FAKE friends around me .. YEAYYY

 In seconds she can be so damns good in front of you , also in a minute she can be so fucking mean .. like so so evil ! The questions is , how can you deal with this kind of people ? What should you do ? The answer is just SIMPLE ! Trust me , just ignore these kind of people , like how long you can stand with her her her and her ? Like how long ? I can't cause I'm not strong enough to deal with these .. so I just ignore them so I wont get hurt and cry XD even though you guys know that I like to cry but welll... You will get tired at certain point ;P alah paham paham je hahaha This is life , you gets hurt like everyday .. So do I , I keep remaid my self to keep my head high so that people won't look at me as a kid or a loser who can't even stay strong at something .. 
CRYING is not weakness , who on earth tells that crying is weakness ? CRYING showed how long you been strong , at one point when you and your self can't even stand it any more . If you don't know or understand someone situation , you better shut up and just see .. Don't judge , like who are we to judge ? Do you know what is really happening ? Do you ? Do you know how long she been in that situation ? Do you ?  I know that this world is beautiful .. To be honest , Everything is beautiful except some people who don't really know how to appreciate others . I don't really hate people who so ' bodoh ' lah dalam bab syukur but I just can not accept the fact that she or he can't even realize that people treat her or him so well but why she or he can't does the same thing ? Susah sangat ke ? And please , Allah akan balas whatever you had done , bad or nice .. Allah akan balas but not now but Allah will :)
 So stay positive no matter what , cause If we can't fine someone Nice why can't we the one who the nice person :D 
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Thursday, 4 June 2015

About and Fact (2015) part 1

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                     About & Fact ( 2015 )
                    part 1


Yeayy .. so today , nak hapdate pasal diri sendiri pada tahun 2015 :3 Nak mula dari nama ke apa ni :O hmm alang alang tengah rajin ni , mula dari nama jelah :3 Lepas sesi perkenalan diri baru lah Fact ? Okey ? Okey ? Okeyyyyyy ~~~ :P


Nama diberi Aina Najwa Binti Azhari ..
Lahir ofcoz dari perut mama xD cehhh ~ Lahir dekat SDMC Subang Jaya :P..
Born in 1999 of June 28 
So this year I'm Super Duper Sweet 6Teen but unofficial 16 yet .. So I'm still 15 and Cute :3 *perasan sikit hikhikhik*
Studying at SMK Subang Cemerlang :D I'm in Delta class this year yuhoo ^^ 
what else ? In a relationship ? NOT going to says about it :P

Nak buat berapa banyak Fact ni ? How About 28 ? Harr Harr well memang minat number 28 en en en en .. SO  28 lah :D AHHAHA

28 Fact about me ..

I'm a girl who like to Cry a lot when I'm in a VERY difficult times .. After done crying , mestilah rasa lega en :P Boleh dikatakan How I Release My Tension 

NEXT ! I'm a hot-tempered person , and also , I don't really like it yela sebab sikit sikit marah , sikit sikit ngamuk , sikit sikit bengang .. But somehow I can manage to stay Clam by my own harrharrrharr ..


What else ? okey .. I'm also a girl who can't trust anyone now .. like for this year .. I just don't want to trust anyone cause you know its does hurts when we thought she is our best friend or she is our friend that we can hang out together and stay chill together but in the end .. she talked shit about you she don't really fucking cares about you .. she don't even realize that I'm the girl who protected her from everybody else talks bullshits stuff bout her , but she never did the same thing .. Do you ever felt that way ? IF you do .. stay chill and just let ALLAH manage everything .. cause I do believe that ALLAH is they best planner and I do believe that ALLAH will guide me and you all the way .. Insyahallah

 Lek wawa lek .. you're not going to change your topic right ? hahahha okey what else ??? EMM HAAA !! I'm a girl who loves to study hard but still didn't accomplish anything YET .. like I told you .. yet ok yet ! Insyahallah one day i will accomplish what I want hehehe .. OMG guess siapa teman org update blog ? DINO !! hahaha my beautiful black cat <3 he so kiut .. he sbb dia jantan okiee ...okey Dino , Tuan awak ni macam mana sebenarnya orang nya ? 
OKAY Next , I'm also a good listener Jeng jeng jeng , so just tell me anything that you feels ;P I'll help you like a lot :P Insyahallah but mostly I'm just going to give you supports and ideas cause who am I ? I not a professional person pun xD so chill .. I can be your ears and your heart .. cehh wahh ...

 Now at 12:52am .. and I have No ideas  .. should I do part 2 ? I do think I should xD actually this post already stay here like for 4 or 5 months now .. so I decided to continue :D hahah but yet still no ideas sebab buka youtube la tengok itu ini la .. then ngantuk -.- eyyy wawa wawa .. so if you want to know more about me .. stay with me okey ? heheh XOXO 
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