New Me

Assalammuailaikum,

I have a good news for you guys ! Yes , Good news , for you and me .. 

I'm going to tell you is that , I'm Done :) 

I'm so done , I can't do this any more .. 

I just can't ..

To me , there is no happiness at all .. 

Trust me , there is no such thing as happiness ..

There is nothing you can do ..

Trying to be happy like  I used to be is HARD ..

I know that I should be strong and Knows ,

I should stay strong and stop hurting myself , 

I just can't and ..

I don't know why ..

And that is the reason why Me , myself

And my life , going to leave everything behind 

This is hard ..

Things that I shouldn't do is giving up , 

There is nothing I can do ..

The thing that I want is that be who I am ..

Not just because you hated me , 

Nor because you disliked me ,

I should change who I am 

I tried damn hard to make everybody happy ,

I have done everything ,

I got nothing for myself 

You will never understand how to be me ,

You know what you want 

You wanted to be happy while I'm not 

Do you think that is fair ?

Do you ? 

It is right ? 

It is fair 

It is fair to you ..

Me ?

How about me ?

How about my life ?

Why me ?

Why should I felt this way ?

Why the only person did something wrong is me ? 

Why ?

I'm done ..

I'm not strong enough for this shit 

I'm not good enough for fakes ..

I'm not your Friend type 

I'm not your Girlfriend type ..

I'm really not good anything ..

Leave me alone 

Cause I don't care anymore 

Can I just be happy with my life 

If you dont , just walk away .. 

That is it :')