Be you . 

Assalammuailaikum and hello hai ! 😍 so how are you ? Is everything great ? 

Hari ni nak up post about be you .. If you don't have any interested :) you can just leave from my page ;) 

Without further ado .. Lets ! 

Be you ? 

Yes :) be you walau apa pun terjadi dalam hidup ni .. 

Some people expect you to be something different but you always have to be you :D 

Sebab ,

You tak bangun dari tidur untuk bahagiakan orang , awak hidup untuk diri awak ..

Berjaya ? Pun untuk diri awak , buat apa nak dengar apa orang kata pasal benda bukan bukan ?

No matter how successful you are, mesti ada orang yang akan tetap mengata awak dibelakang awak .

Tahu kenapa di belakang awak ?

Sebab diaorang yang suka mengata tentang kehidupan orang ni akan sentiasa di belakang awak dan tidak akan pernah dapat melepasi awak :) sebab ? Banyak sangat sebab tentang orang orang yang tidak ada kejayaan dalam hidup dia , lepas tu lepaskan dekat orang lain :( sian ..

Kalau , kalau lah dia tak berada di belakang awak , kenapa nak mengata orang yang dibelakang ? 

Don't try be a lifeless in this life 😂 

Your attitude will showed everything :) 

Your words prove it even more ..

Pendek kata , orang tak tahu apa awak lalui tetapi kecoh tentang kehidupan awak :) jadi awak kena jadi diri sendiri .. Ingat tu , sebab mereka tidak berhak bersuara kerana kata kata sampah mereka tu tidak menyumbang apa apa pun dalam hidup awak . 

Let them be .

Biar orang bodohkan kita .

Jangan kita bodoh macam mereka 😁

Xoxo 

Wawa 

Run Away

Running away from all the problems is the best idea kan ? Cause whenever you can't hold on something that hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable , you can just run away then leave everything behind right ? Aren't that soooo good if we can walk far away from our feelings and people whenever we want ?

But 

Ya.. it will not happen even though millions of years .. Lets say when you run away from everything that hurts you .. Your feeling won't change , just like a broken mirror .. No matter how hard you try to fix it , it wont be the same anymore .. So do feelings and problems ..

Someone

Told me that

And more .. 

I  do wonder what are they trying to make me understand with their words , and i know that they are trying to help but do they really know how hurt when someone is killing your feeling ? When someone keep giving you hopes ? Or do they know how hurt is it when we're trying to move on from someone yet there is must be something that stopping me to do that ? I do blame myself for not being perfect , smart , beautiful and more .. It make my insecurity level gets higher like I feel like I shouldn't be with anyone in this life because I keep hurting people and myself too ..

While 

I can not make myself feel that way , because I believe that there are people out there who have been through a situation worse than me .. And so do you , if you try to move or run away from something .. Stay strong and smile .. There's nothing can stop you being you , unless you want to ..

Xoxo
Wawa

Life in Barbera Cafe

Assalammuailaikum and hai semua ! Lamanya tak update blog ni T^T tahu kenapa ? Sebab Wawa kerje =P Jadi Wawa nak kongsikan pengalaman Wawa sepanjang di Barbera Cafe yang terletak dekat Skypark ,Subang. :D 

AND YA ! HAPPY NEW YEAR JUGAK ! Tenenenenent ;P

Dari mana nak mula ni ? Because so many things that really nice and there is no words can describe how happy am I to be there .. Well mestilah setiap pengalaman akan bermula dengan pahit kan ? cehh wahh ,, Of course there will be up and down through my day . Hari pertama , Ya Allah nak nangis but I did not tahu kenapa ? Sebab biasanya kerje duduk kan ? Tak duduk pun , relex relex .. Tapi sana tak .. You need to go ,and say hello,  and welcome them with all your heart kalau tak , apa perasaan if nak makan then orang sambut macam sampah ? Kan ? I never experience that before :) Where I need to welcome and say hello , Korang pun kenal Wawa macam mana kan ? Ada dalam cerita sebelum sebelum ni yang mengatakan Wawa a little bit je aaaa pemalu .... sangat . So Quite hard jugak kena wake up on time , jalan kaki , tunggu bas , duduk sebelah bangla , berdiri tepi tingkap and so on .. 

BUT , That does not mean that I'm not a person who love to try a new thing :D 

I did it ! I kerja,sampai habis .. I never quit , can you believe that ? Kena marah dengan orang kitchen , kena marah dengan manager , bla bla bla .. Yet awal awal semua rasa macam bebal gak ah sebab baru mula kerje dah kena tu ini tu ini , tapi sekarang ? Semua tu just teguran biasa je , Trust me kalau korang kerje , memang akan simpan dalam at first but when you wanna go or leave that "thing" which is your second life , you will realize that experience yang korang telah alami tu tak kan mampu nak dibayar dan dapat dengan duduk duduk cakap kosong ..

I do 

Learn alot dekat Barbera , banyak gila pengajaran dan pengalaman dapat dekat sana that can make me tear up when I know tomorrow will be my last day :) Mana korang nak dapat orang yang nampak garang gila tapi hati dia penuh dengan care ? Mana nak dapat orang yang nampak pentingkan diri tapi dia utamakan orang lain ? Mana nak dapat orang yang kononya benci menyampah dekat kita tapi dialah orang yang paling risau paling takut bila kita dalam situasi yang kurang baik ? Im the youngest there , and I know how does it feels when they treat me just like dorang punya adik .. Makan minum semua risau , tak kira bangsa apa kaum apa tapi semua dekat sana bersatu padu just like a team ..

Words that they had given to me , I will always hold on to it .. gaduh ? salah faham ? semua ada ,but in the end semua figure it up together how to fix it :) Macam mana nak pulihkan keadaan yang kurang selesa , semua akan fikir , malah semua bagi semangat supaya not to quit .. I do sekali cakap dekat Sir yang I nak berhenti sebab tak tahan :D You know what happen ? I did not quit because all the support that they had given to me and it made me think twice .. 

Nak nangis aaaaa sebab esok last kerje wehh ... Banyak kenangan dekat sana , banyak gila sumpah tak tipu .. Rasa nak list kan satu satu .. I will update some more sebab rasanya dah panjang sangat dah ni :D Tell me if you need some more bout MY LIFE IN BARBERA ! 

Thanks for your time ! 

xoxo 

wawa 

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