Saturday, 13 August 2016

Be beautiful

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ASSALAMMUAILAIKUM and hello hai ! 

Lamanyaaa tak update blog 😂 aigoo .. Maybe sebab tak ada idea T_T .. Sebab as you can see .. Unprivate diary right ? So kena ada feeling dulu baru dapat type panjang lebar 😛 so first of all , sorry for all the English errors 😂 if you're not interested in my harap pendek story, thank you for singgah 😛 but if you do wanna read bout this <3 THANK YOU SO MUCH ! So cerita yang wawa nak sampai kan for today is about a girl who never had confidence in her .. Who is she ? Hahhahaah mestilah diri sendiri muehehehehe .. Why is that ? Let me tell you why 😊

I've been stuck with few people whose lives with negative reviews 😊 sometimes , it's not about being pretty but it is about make someone feel good .. It's about her , how well she feels with those makeup on , with those high heels on , and etc .. Well obviously she will post good photos to make herself feel good , not all the attention she need .. Indeed , not the attention.. Girls and boys 😂 who on earth post pictures for pujian ? Do you know , sometimes people like me need hours to think should or shouldn't I post a picture because I don't have that confidence in me that much sampai ya .. 😊

Asyallie posted a post ( dah delete rasanya ) bout why she wearing ' too much ' makeup as some of her followers didn't care pun , but some with negative vibes that really can't hold their horses , terus je .. Damn girl , why you wear too much makeup ? Tak penat ke ? Tak rosak ke ? And so on .. What did she replied? Of course she loves her bareface but somehow makeup makes she feels better .. that confidence talking in front of people that she haves when she wearing makeup .. She so lucky to have a fiancé that really understand her , Eboy loves her with and without makeup .. Why ? Because of fame ? Because of pretty face ? No .. Because Eboy knows that she wont feel good bout herself without little coverage on her face .. So he let her to make herself feels comfortable again.. That's why she love him really much and didn't give a damn bout people who tell her that dia patut cari yang lebih baik yang lebih .. Kalau boleh semua yang lebih 😊 but she didn't give a damn .. Why ? It's not easy nak jumpa someone who understands why .. Who love you for who you are .. Not for what you need to be 

It's not easy .. 

We all have that anxiety bout people talking shit about you .. Some may not , but some do .. Some don't give a fuck bout people , some do .. Pleaseee .. Pleaseeee .. Watch your words , and your mindset.. Because you never know how dying she is with your ' pendapat ' 😔👌🏻

Be who you are , stay strong and makes your life feels good .. It may takes time to feel comfortable with yourself and your surrounding .. One day , you will meet a guy or a girl who doesn't even care what you're wearing , dengan siapa you berkawan .. Just be you dear readers ..

Don't stop what they into .. Dont . Make them feel good bout it .. Make them love their self more .. 

Be a positive person . You never know when karma will hit you back .. Just please be good with others .. 
You can see how beautiful sky can be with sun which we can say light 👆🏻

But , you can see how beautiful sky can be with darkness too .. 

Life is beautiful.. Be beautiful in and out .. 🙆🏻 
If you can't change people to be better, you can be that one beautiful in and out person 😊

Love ,
Wawaa
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Sunday, 7 August 2016

I shouldn't

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I can stay here and cry for the whole day..
Mound for my sadness..
Why ?

Please don't do bad things,
Please don't stress yourself,
Stay strong..

Im trying so hard ,
Too hard sometimes ,
That's why I'm here ..

Hurts,
Broken-hearted,
Ya Allah please .

Everyone told me that,
This is just a tiny bit of life's problems,
It's a little tiny bit lifeproblems.

That's why I need to stay strong,
Struggles with it,
If I cant even passing through?

How can I get my dream life ?
I need ..
No .

I m u s t go through with it .
I can't do this again,
Keep running from my problems.

When it will end ?
Deal with it ..
Your answers at the end .

So don't stop ,
And run away ,
Just keep moving forward..

Kadang-kadang dah menyampah melayan perasaan , penat pun ada . Yang lemah adalah diri yang sering tunduk dengan kekalahan walhal kebangkitan membuktikan segalanya .. Dah lama tahu diri ni kena bangkit cuma tak kuat . Ye kau tak kuat wawa , tapi kau kena kuat . Buktikan kau bukan macam diaorang sangkakan . Kau bukan insan yang mudah jatuh , hidup penuh dengan dugaan .. Kau sendiri cakap Allah duga orang mengikut kemampuan masing-masing , dan sebab itulah kau disini .. Kau mampu , aku tahu kau mampu wahai diriku sendiri .. 

Jika sakit , pandanglah ke langit dan kuatkan semangat .. Minta kekuatan dari-Nya , bukan kecewa dan terus bersedih . Sedari bahawa dunia luar belum kau jejaki , bagaimana engkau hendak jejaki seandainya disini kau sudah jatuh dan tidak bangkit darinya ? Wawa tak semua faham apa kau lalui , sebab itulah ayat " mengikut kemampuan masing-masing " itu dikeluarkan , ada yang lalui benda yang sama tapi entah siapa .. Dan ada yang tidak pernah laluinya kerna belum saatnya lagi , jangan berharap ada yang memahami dan turun bersama untuk menyelesaikan ..

Kalau kau sendiri tak mampu ? Siapa mampu ? Kau , ye kau yang mampu wawa .. Jangan sedih wawa .. Sabar dan terus bersabar , Allah ada melihat dan mendengar . Cukuplah antara kau dengan dia , kebahagian pasti mendatang dalam susah dan senang . Sabar ye ?! Jangan sedih-sedih ! It's okay no one with you while dealing with lifeproblems, some people are lucky to have one .. Ingat , Allah sentiasa ada . You a r e not alone ! Semangat wawa semangat ! 🙆🏻 i love you wawa .. Im here for you Aina Najwa Binti Azhari .. 

Xoxo,
Your deepest fear, thyself.
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Monday, 1 August 2016

This is life

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This is life ,
Malas diri sendiri tak nampak ,
Malas orang nampak ..

Kebaikan orang tak nampak , 
Keburukkan orang dia lah nampak ..

Walhal diri tu banyak menyusahkan orang ,
Dari mencuri duit bonda sendiri ..

Hingga ke menyusahkan hidup keluarga sendiri ,
Mengata hidup orang hebat bak raja yang berharta ..

Walhal harta sikit pun tidak kelihatan ,
Mengungkit kebaikkan riak bak malaikat yang berkepak ..

Walhal kebaikkan yang dilakukan ,
Hanyalah lakonan semata-mata ..

Lari sepantas kilat menuju ke destinasi ,
Bersediakan kata-kata manis untuk cendera hati ..

Untuk memikat orang yang memiliki segalanya ,
Meninggalkan orang yang sentiasa bersama ..

Bila susah , 
Kepala serabut ..

Lepaskan segala kata-kata benci ,
Pada orang terdekat ,
Kadang pada keluarga sendiri ,
Apa yang engkau mahu semua diberi ..

Apa yang engkau lakukan hanya membenci ,
Tidak hairanlah engkau masih dibelakang ,
Tidak berharta malah tidak memiliki segalanya ..
Bukan dalam pekerjaan sahaja tetapi dalam semua ..

Tidak kelakar kah ?
Engkau menyalahkan orang sekeliling seperti ,
Engkau telah memberi makan orang orang susah ,
Seperti engkau telah berjaya mendirikan sesuatu ..

Sedangkan sikit pun engkau tidak pernah ,
Menderma juga riak ,
Menolong pun menunjuk ,
Berhentilah berpura pura suci bak malaikat..

Kerna semua tahu ,
Kau miskin tetapi ,
Mengalahkan orang yang bebenar miskin ..

Cukuplah dengan berpenampilan seperti orang hebat ,
Walhal semua tahu disebaliknya ,
Berdirinya seorang yang ku gelar munafik ,

Pernahkah engkau berjaya mendirikan sesuatu ?
Tidak perlu sesuatu ,
Diri engkau pun tah kemana ..
Menyuruh orang untuk mengajar aku ?

Adakah engkau cukup diajar ? 
Berkata kasar , 
Meninggikan suara pada syurga sendiri ?

Layakkah ?

Engkau sendiri tidak kemana , 
Sedar dan pandang pada diri ,

Setiap kata-kata keji kau lemparkan ,
Semua ditujukan pada diri engkau sendiri ..

Literally Jeg vil fodre mine hunde med min succes en dag 🙆🏻💕
 
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