FOR YOU

For You 

Hello and Good days to everyone ! Assalammuailaikum and welcome back to my Blog. I am very happy to see you are back in here! How are you guys doing ? I would like to tell that I am okay while writing this, so , I hope you do too.. Always remember that good days are coming sooner or later, they surely come even though they take times. 

I yakin that today going to be a longgggggg blog.. because so many words in me at this moment ! So , get ready guys ! :P I tak paksa tau.. you can stay or you can leave, it is up to you .. And again ! Thanks ! For being here..

Well today, I just feel like super blessed with everything? Do you ever felt that way ? Like , rasa syukur in every sudut.. 

We might born from different family, 

yet ,

Family are created the day we were born..

Some blessed with supportive family,

some still trying to understand them,

but,

There is always have hope in Family..

Family are like nothing else in this life,

They are just them, 

Family ..

Hard to understand ,

But those blood running thru in us, 

Proving how life are created..

Remember , 

Good days will come anytime,

And they are always here, 

When it is their time for changes..

Are you ready ?

For better changes ?

Just because they are not good at the first time,

Does that mean we need to continue? 

This is life, 

Full with changes, 

Fears are blocking good walls,

But, 

It is you,

It is us, 

Need to jump over it and,

Change for good..

Do not blame yourself when..

Things just not right,

People are not staying,

Things get harder and harder..

Also when,

Everything seem impossible..

But, 

Please,

Look in the bigger picture,

Where are you now?

How did you passed all those bad days?

Still breathing ?

Still following those flows?

Thanks to yourself,

For being strong,

For being smart,

Being able to start your day,

All those tears from yesterday,

None can be seen by anyone,

But ,

Who done that ?

Showing everyone how strong they are in person?

Knowing tears and deaths hopes are your closest friends?

You are..

You did that.. 

For years..

For days..

For who ?

For you..

And this life that I am talking about..

You..

You can change things..

But THEY need time,

THEY come at the perfect moment.. 

To make you understand,

Life are worth to fight for..

We live for our self,

But, 

That does not mean that..

They are nothing..

Your haters,

Your enemy,

Your downfalls,

Your sadness, your anger and many more..

Because of them,

Because of those feeling, 

You may understand now..

That they helped you to motivate yourself,

they are the reasons why those tears are dry..

they are the reasons why you are..

better than yesterday..

Someone told me before..

"Kalau awak dilahirkan tidak bijak seperti orang lain, adakah itu bermakna selamanya? Jika hari-hari awak berusaha untuk mengubah takdir awak.. Rasa rasa awak akan berjaya tidak ? Jika awak belajar lebih masa berbanding orang lain.. Jika awak perbaiki kesalahan awak ? Adakah awak masih seorang yang kurang bijak ? "

She continued with..

"Awak patut berbangga kerana awak sedar akan kelemahan awak, awak sedar akan kekurangan.. Tapi sayanglah, jika kesedaran itu hanya untuk dijadikan alasan.. Kerana ia tidak mampu mengubah apa-apa.." 

She is one of my ustazah, the only one who believed in me..

The only one who willing to understand,

And tell me that it is okay, 

It is okay to finally understand after second or third times..

It is okay not to be number one..

As long,

We are not taking those bad things..

As our reasons for not standing back up..

Things take times,

Healing,

Understanding,

Changes,

They need times to be better,

And we need to be part of it..

Not repeating the same mistakes,

The same pain..

The same toxic..

over and over again ..

This is For You...