Thursday, 5 November 2015

Be Happy ?

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Be Happy !

YES ! Be happy ..
Be happy with everything that you had right now , like friends that you had .. boyfriends , girlfriends , life , family , school , room ahhh semua lah .. Just be happy with what you had cause you never know when Allah will take it away .. you never know kan ? So do you and me.. semua orang tak tahu when is our last day ..

So

Why not ? Why not kita semua be happy with what we got right now ? kan ? Cause takkan you nak bersedih with things that already past ? Yes you can , but sampai bila you nak sedih ? Cause if you can't make yourself happy then who will? That's why be happy and bersyukur what you had right now ..


Cause


Takkan lah IF you sixteen like me and you dah Give up with your life at Sixteen  ? Like why ? Ada je orang dekat luar sana aged 30 and more yang still didn't give up with their life .. If they can do it , why not us kan ? But i know , ada akan cakap " alah itu dorang , ni aku lain .. " What if you're meant to be stupid , then you nak stupid forever ? Mestilah nak jadi pandai right ? Nampak tak ? We can change our path .. Cause Allah tak tengok apa hasil kita , but Allah tengok usaha yang kita buat .. That is what im trying to tell you .. Don't give up on your life , aren't that so shame ? Banyak lagi benda yang kita tak alami lagi dalam hidup ni , so jangan sebabkan hal kecik kita dah sedih and nak mati .. Ramai yang dah mati nk reborn and do something worth with their life kot ..


Jadi


Dont be sad if someone broke your heart , they don't deserve your love and your time .. Dont be sad when you failed at something , cause the beginning is the hardest .. Dont be sad if you are not them , but you should be happy cause you are not them .. Like because when you are not them .. That whats make you so special .. Cause they are not who you are .. And you know who you are .. Dont be sad on everything and why not you take them in positive way ..This is life , Things get harder and harder and there is no way you should give up ..


And


You cannot tell yourself that " I should die .. Sometimes die is the only way to let everything go " I know that .. some of us do tell that dekat diri sendiri , cause i did that :) Now i'm 6teen , I realize that if i wanted to see rainbow , i must deal with rain .. Bukan tu je , this life is like an paper with questions , we may not know the real answer now , but later .. we will know .. So when people leave us but you love her or him so much and wonder why ?


Its because



You're not meant to be together , and tak sedih pun actually , yes maybe ye akan sedih for months and weeks .. Cuba take that in positive way ? Allah maybe can see that you and her or him takkan pernah happy in the future ,, why not Allah tinggalkan that person and let we be more matured for the future and Insyahallah we will get someone way better than before .. THAT IS WHY



BE HAPPY



with what we had , be happy and stay positive for a happy life .. Be strong and stay strong cause Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about. Thanks 4 your time !



x
wawa

Tuesday, 27 October 2015

B L O O P E R ! ! !

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B L O O P E R ! ! !


Yeayyyy , seperti yang di janji kan :P It is about BLOOPER time !! Okay today kita akan explain everything from A z i r a ' s like why do we bought her 16 balloons ? Alaaa dapat agak en why :P It's because of her age lurrr .. Next , why 4 mini cupcakes ? Because 4 years of our mini friendship that we had and hold on to ehehehehe 


W A N A F A S O Z I ?

Yes ! Wanafasozi , wawa , natasya , faithah , sofina and our baby girl , azira .. Okay cerita dia macam ni , Since fatihah pindah .. Jarang dapat jumpa dia , so what we did is , everysingle time dia ada dekat subang , kitaorang akan meet up and ya ~ tapi for our rekod :P This year la en en en baru 2 kali kot full ? Full 5 out of 5 .. First masa birthday natasya kot ? Kann NAT ?! Kalau ye bagitahu , kalau tak bagitahu gak :P 


Okay ,

Done explained about pictures , lets go to theeee ~~~~ Blooper !! 


Our first blooper is when jemput Azira , masa tu wawa dengan fatihah je .. Alah normal lah perempuan en :P Confirm benda pertama akan kecoh pasal " P e n a m p i l a n " jadi .. masa azira otw nak masuk kereta , both of us be like " Apak ah , asal dia pakai shawl .. macam tahu tahu je do " Then after dia masuk dalam kereta , salam pe semua .. Wawa ALMOST KANTOIKAN .. Almost okay :P " Weyyy ziraaa , lawaaa gila macam ta... hah asal kau bawak bag " Fuhhh ~ Im like , wawa diam wawa ! jangan ! belum masanya lagi nak cakap .. Nasib sempat senyap okay :P Cuba tak ? Sia sia je T^T 


Kedua punya when Izzati call dalam kereta like dalam cerita A Z I R A " S .. You can check it out if tak baca lagi hee ~ So lets move on to part 3 ! Which is when dah sampai .. Hah dah sampai en ? What else could goes wrong ? DAH SAMPAI KOT ! Takkan nak terkantoi gak ? Gila tak ?! After salam mama izzati , kita orang duduk dekat meja yang ada cupcake with candles ..
BELUM sampai blooper lagi , nak tahu tang mana ? Hah tang bila azira duduk menghadap pintu masuk kedai WonderMilk -_- .. Act my fault too :P Diri ni duduk hadap dinding , while BIRTHDAY GIRL duduk hadap pintu masuk xD Macam mana nak surprise nya kalau dia boleh tgk luar en en en ? so wawa yang genius ni kenn XD Mintak lah dia amik gambar wawa dengan fatihah dan wani so nak tengok hasil dia ? Ni diaaaa 

HAHAHAHA IKR , tangan apa pun tak tahu :3 .. lepas je dia amik gmbr tu , Izzati , Nat and Soffy pun masuk with balloons and kita pun HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D  So yaaa that's our blooper :P But i wanna add more kuang kuang kuang xD So if you are here for my blooper , thanks for your timeee <3 Really appreciate your time .. xx do visit here again ! 


Jeng Jeng Jeng heheh 


Apa yang wawa nak sambung bebel ni ? Haaa ~ 

Actually nak sambung je lepas tu apa kitaorang buat ap :P Hek elehh , alaa tetap a good story pe xD . Lepas je celebrate birthday dekat dalam kedai tu , memang everything went well .. lepas je kitaorang minum and makan dekat WM , terus gerak pergi karaoke dekat Firezone and spent 3 more hours dekat dalam bilik karaoke .. 

DALAM 

Karaoke tu , i never expect that it will be so much fun .. Cause dekat dalam bilik tu terbahagi kepada beberapa kumpulan ya gais :P first Penonton (( birthday girl and iman )) Next is Jiwang (( Me and Soffy ?)) tapi soffy nyanyi satu lagu je T^T Seterusnya English (( Fath ! )) also Kpop (( Wani and Izzati )) see? hahha Do I cicir something or someone ? LEK NAT lekk XD So kalau perasan , nama nat tak ada dalam any kumpulan en ? Tahu kenapa ? Hah sebab dia lalang xD SEMUA dia masuk .. But to me , on that day , no matter what kind of songs that played , tak ada pun yang complain .. Semua be like " Tak pernah pun dengar lagu niiii TAPI BEST DOOO " And so do i ! wawa pun macam wtf .. why lagi ni do , but end up im the one who dance like crazy :P 

Jadi the conclusion is 

Every single one of us enjoyed our day really well and ! Sampai ke hari ni we still can't stop talking about it T^T Its okay wawa , next time kita buat and do more crazy things together k Geng ! <3 


P/s : esok exam Math , still boleh update ? Dont give a fak u,u but i do care T^T All the best FOR MATH ! form 4 jurr :P 


THANKS FOR YOU TIME !!! 


Saturday, 24 October 2015

A Z I R A ' S

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A z i r a T u r n S i x t e e n

  Our little girl dah besar :D yeayyy ...

Hari ni , wawa nak kongsikan cerita how kita orang surprise our Azira <3 Hope you guys enjoy reading !

One month before birthday Azira , kitaorang (( Me , Izzati , Wani , Tasya , Iman , Soffy , Mila and Fath )) bersungguh - sungguh fikir nak buat something for her since dia paling kecik kalangan kitaorang ... Maklumlah yang lain semua lahir awal :P Dia je lambat ennn nak buat acana .. And lagipun kitaorang been through alot , Up and Down Thick and Thin yet we still stick together :) Im so happy that we never fall apart when things happened .. Thats why , since Azira paling last and lagi 3 minggu je nak sekolah , why not kita buat ending paling sweet between us while we still can jumpa each other ? Cause we never know bila hari terakhir masing masing and .. we never know if one of us akan pindah sekolah like fatihah T^T Gosh I miss u fatihah ! So ya .. Plan punya plan but you know kita orang akan rehat sama sama , memang susah lah nak bincang kan ? Whatsapp ?

HHAAAAA ~~

Whatsapp , I'm the one who created a group called " Azira's " rasanya la kalau tak silap :'3 Then I'm the one jugak who delete whatsapp and perbincangan get harder cause nak sampaikan tu payah .. Wawa just active dekat Twitter , Instagram , Facebook and Wechat je .. Jadi memang susah la lepas tu bla bla bla and ya finally Semalam ..


Semalam..

Yang lagi satu which is hari Jumaat ~ :3 confuse tak ? HAHAHAH Saja je test krohhh kroohhh kroohhh xD Ye semalam , Dekat sekolah .. Bayangkan ! Last minute gila plan .. memang kitaorang plan one month before but tak kumpul duit and tak bebetul set siapa yang drive or siapa yang haaa pe semua la en xD Jadi semalam .. Wawa dengan Izzati memang nak gegila plan ni jadi sebab you know like i told you dekat atas tadi .. Dia paling last and dah nak habis sekolah kot .. Why not kan ? WHY NOT !!! Haaa ~ jadi .. kitaorang plan semua semalam .. Like semua in one group which at Wechat sebab Wawa ada hohohohoo ~ mestilah kena ada Wawa , Wawa kan artis XD #PengaruhAyatBella hahahah bella laaa ni eee .. okay sambung ..Hah tu lah .. Semua bincang dekat Wechat and plan nak kenakan Azira macam mana semua dekat sana .. Hah Azira baca zira kalau nak tahu apa kitaorang plan :P


HARI NI !

Our plan is .. jeng jeng jengggg , Izzati , Sofina and Natasya pergi beli balloons dekat Citta Mall and bawak ke Domino and beli pizza with tulisan Happy Birthday lepeh tu susun dekat satu tempat .. And Wawa pulak kena jemput Fatihah , Azira , Iman dan Wani ~ Our story pulak , since Fatihah duduk dekat KV dan dia jarang balik Subang .. Kitaorang berempat ni la ni en nak buat perjumpaan macam selalu kitaorang buat sebab dia tk selalu dekat Subang en en .. If our baby girl tanya why Iman and Wani ada ? Kitaorang (( me and Fath )) akan jawap yang soffy and Tasya tak dapat datang *Sorry tak besar on nama cause malas nak baca balik ! hahahha thanks for tak kesah :P IF la tak kesah*


And

Tadi , Last minute plan kitaorang tertukar because tak jadi nak buat dekat Domino sebab .. Adalah , you tak yah tahu sebab tak penting pun :P biar kita kita je tahu k genggg hahahha ~ So bila Tukar plan dari Domino ke Citta .. Hah bayang kan !! Bayang kan omaigad ..Izzati boleh pulak call while Azira ada dalam kereta -_- Omaigad .. Nasib baik Wawa pandai cover when Azira tanya " kenapa tak pergi Domino ? " Im soooo like nak jawap apa dooo ! Hahahaha palaaagyyy jawap lah something yang boleh masuk akal en ? Which is " Hah  pergi Citta sebab Izzati dekat sini .. Dia kata dia pun nak jumpa Fatihah jadi dia nak belanja Fatihah something " Likeee?? WHY nak belanja something wawa ? -_- kau tak tahu bertapa gugupnya wawa .. fuhhh haih ..

BUT !

Everything went well ! Azira pun tak syak everything .. you know you know , muka dia berubah gila when dalam kereta kitaorang cakap " Kitaorang semua nak sambut fatihah balik subang and tak sangka pulak harini birthday kau zyra " hahahah I FEEL BAD ZIRA !! XD Sorry babeee .. kitaorang ingat , tak pernah lupa pun walau sehari :P Banyak lagi nak bagitahu tauu but Wawa kena post before 12 sebab tak nak tukar yang atas tuuu , lagipun wawa ngantuk cause idk ? Happy sangat harini maybe , maklumlah plan last minute , kesilapan bae-ngong hahahaha and also kitaorang Karok for 3 hours ! gila en ? So ya T^T I'll explain more later Which tajuk baru will be " Blooper " So stay tune hehehe ...


THANKS FOR YOU TIME !


x
wawa


oh ya , nah extra for you guys ! <3
Our Birthday GIRL ! 





Our WANAFASOZI ((Will explain more  on next post)) #Insyahallah




Her little birthday cake :P Why 4 ? ((will explain more at next post !)) Insyahallah 


YEAYYY ! Sampai sini je :P 


Jumpa lagi okay ! hehehe bye ! Xoxo








Friday, 23 October 2015

Everybody

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Everybody

Assalammuailaikum and hai there ! So , kita jumpa lagi dekat sini .. Jeng jeng jeng , u know u know .. Wawa nak post something else tau tapi end up post tajuk yang ni . Nak je post sekali semua but takut banyak sangat pulak hmph .. Jadi rasanya nak post 2 kali seminggu lah :P Insyahallah kalau sempat and ada masa lapang ke en en en ..

Jadi .. Malam ni wawa post about Everybody . Like u can see tajuk dekat atas tu en en en enn .. Wawa buat tajuk Everybody sebab kadang kadang lah kan , kita ni mesti buat benda yang sama or even kita pernah alami situasi yang sama .. Which korang can imagine macam " Eh sama lah ! Aku pernah alami duh " Fuhh Alhamdulilah if one or two of my contoh korang pernah alami hee~ 

Without further ado ~~  letsssss heheheh ..

Okay , Everybody tried to be the best in someone's life or partner ataupun kawan pun boleh la .. Kiranya kita semua pernah takpun kita tengah cuba jadi yang terbaik untuk seseorang tapi tah .. Rasa macam tak dihargai tak pun kadang kadang , apa kita buat semua salah .. Like what the hell is going on ? Aku buat apa syeh ? Kau tak nampak ke I'm trying my best to make u happy ? Erghh ! Then mula la fed up and moreee

Okay macam ni , its not your fault and her or him too but actually tak ada kefahamanan .. Think about it , you did your best .. You failed but never give up , yet still salah still tak baik or happen like what you guys expected kan kan ? Take your time , take a deep breath and stay chill .. If you love or care bout her or him , ask .. why ? What's wrong .. there is must a reason why she or he tiba tiba moody or berubah kan ?Jangan ego , cause you might loose something beautiful there :D

NEXT 

Everybody ada masalah sendiri and they try their best to hide it from semua orang .. kan kan kannn :P elelleel tak nak ngaku .. Taknak sudah :3 i do believe some of you does hide their feeling or probs inside and pretend to be happy like others while they're not.. So if you seorang yang macam tak ada masalah dalam hidup en , janganlah desak or kacau hidup orang T^T sometimes orang yang you tengah chat tu nak nangis sebab benda yang menimpa dia pada hari tu , dia diam je .. And if someone tu macam oh hahah im okay bla bla bla laaa en .. takkan tak perasaan lagi after hari hari chat and tibe2 dia lain .. So faham faham en .. If dia alami something sad or broken heart ke .. Why dont you jadi penawar luka dia ?? If just kawan , why dont you jadi seorang kawan yang faham perasaan kawan you tu .. Sian dia tau , dia pun nak happyy macam you.

IF

You is that person who dalam situasi yang not so good right now , please dont be sad .. Kita semua buat salah , don't blame yourself .. Don't fake your beautiful smile :') Be real in your life and others too .. Kadang kadang kita rancang but Allah know the best so ya .. Doa banyak banyak .. And dont be sad bout small things .. Benda dah lepas biar lepas .. Be someone new who has better life .. Its okay if people walked away from your life , everybody does that .. We never know one day we the one who tak perlukan diaorang :) Dont stress yourself..

Everybody

Nak happy , nak kesempurnaan .. Tapi dorang tak pernah tahu yang kesempurnaan tu tak pernah wujud , tapi orang yang terima kita seadanya itulah yang menyempurnakan hidup kita .. Be real and stay real .. Sekarang mungkin you tengah sedih but Allah maha adil and we all know that right ? BELIEVE in Allah .. 





x
wawa

Friday, 16 October 2015

Everything change around me

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Assalammuailaikum , I'm so sorry sebab lama sangat tinggalkan blog ni T^T nak kata busy tak pun .. nak kata Idea tak ada tak jugak eee tak baiknya wawa hilang macam tu je aipp ..

So ! Hai and korang sihat ? Thanks for those who waited for me update something in here .. Jadi korang just pour all your words dekat box belah kanan korang so that Wawa boleh baca , jangan risau walaupun wawa tak balas or tak apa apa , but i do notice everything okay xoxo <3 Tak pun macam others which ada yang DM Wawa dekat Instagram & Twitter ~ go click that blue words right there --> Twitter to see my tweets or you can go and see me at my Instagram ..

Someone asked do I miss anyone ? Like an old friend ? Jawapan dia jeng jeng jeng drum rolls please :P yes , Wawa ada jugaklah rindu but not someone .. hee ~ will explain more down there ;)

Tajuk hari ni , Wawa letak Everything change around me because of everything that Wawa tengok :D
Why ? Kenapa wawa letak tajuk macam tu ? Hah , Okay cerita dia macam ni .. Wawa tengah duduk duduk and decided nak update something here and why not letak tajuk tu ? Cause this morning , fuhh ~ bad luck gilolololoooo , sebab apa tau ? sebab Dari seorang Wawa yang bangun pukul 4 pagi dan kacau hidup Danial yang tengah sedap tidur dan dibuai mimpi gitu ken :P hahahah ~ berubah jadi seorang Wawa yang tak bangun dari tidur walaupun alarm memekak dekat sebelah telinga T^T .. And you know harini jumaat and ? And ?! Wawa tak sekolah D: And guess what ? Addmath ada harini :3 Taniah wawa taniah , exam just around your life and kau tak bangun ? Haih .. Things happen kan :<  So next time jangan bangun lewat lagi okay ? Lol its like talking to myself here , are you guys okay with this ? Cause I can't stop typing xD KAU DAH KENAPA WAWA ..Gosh , jangan happy sangat kang nangis :P

Okay , selalunya wawa akan update something macam bagi semangat and stuff , so why not harini wawa update something about myself ? Hee~ hope korang okay with it fuhh ~ berdebar jugak nak type sebenarnya .. Wawa dapat feedback ada yang cakap panjangnya tak penat ke ? Takpun Best baca blog wawa tapi panjang sangat .. Jadi wawa akan bagi jawapan dekat sini lah ya ? Im sorry type panjang-panjang , sometimes nak type sikit je tapi rasa tak puas hati :'<  maybe blogging is my thing , thats why rasa macam tak regrets langsung type macam ni .. Its okay if nak baca half and half but tak best lah tahu sikit2 :'( Take your time ..

Things do change around us , like feelings and people too .. But Change for good is the best thing ever . Korang perasan tak ? Ada orang berubah ? or ? Orang walked away from your life ? I will stop here because dah lari tajuk dekat perenggan atas xD Don't worry , will update and tweet at my twitter when i'll post something new .. Just click follow at my Twitter or Instagram for update , okay ?! Thanks for your time xx




W

Thursday, 13 August 2015

Hargai ?

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Hargai ?
Assalammuailaikum dan HAI ! Agak lama jugak lah wawa tak update something new here :< Kenape wawa kenape ?! Ishh ~ Sebenarnya , dah ada idea tapi semua half way , jadi tak bestlah nak update something nice tapi bila nak habis je cerita tah pape kan ? kan ? kan ? :P Wawa pun taknak lah kecewakan awak awak semua ceh wahhh hehehe ~ 

So ! without further ado ~ lets get into my Blog :*

Hargai ? Semua orang tahu apa tu " Hargai " tapi ,adakah mereka bebetul faham maksud ' Hargai ' ni? Tahukah awak ? Tahukah dia ? Tahukah ? So , apa yang wawa nak sampaikan ialah .. Hargai ni sebenarnya tak semua orang tahu dan faham maksud dia apa . Wawa faham ke ? Not so , tapi wawa akan terangkan serba sedikit tentang pemahaman wawa tentang Hargai :D

Hargai ni sebenarnya suatu perbuatan yang sangatlah dicintai ramai dan disukai ramai , tahu kenapa ? Haaa ~ sebab apa tau ? Sebab tak semua orang di sekeliling kita ni hargai apa yang kita buat or tolong , jadi cuma sesetengah orang je akan hargai .. Bila ' sesetengah ' orang yang hargai segala perbuatan kita , mesti rasa macam wah , akhirnya ada pun orang nampak dan faham apa selama ni kita buat dekat dia ialah sesuatu yang baik , bukanlah untuk kesempatan atau lain lain kan ? Gila tak suka ? Percayalah semua orang suka bila kita ni , hah kita ni lah .. Hargai setiap perbuatan orang lain dekat kita .

Hargai ni jugak termasuk dalam golongan yang baik dan jahat .. Kalau baik , Wawa percaya ramai tahu kan :P Jangan risau Wawa tetap akan bagi contoh perbuatan baik yang patut kita hargai . Sebelum Wawa bagi yang baik , Wawa nak mulakan dengan yang jahat dulu okey .. hee ~  Okey kenapa Wawa cakap kita kena hargai jugak perbuatan jahat yang diberi kepada kita ? Kenapa ? Kenapa kena hargai benda tu sedangkan benda yang buruk tu diberi atau dikenakan dekat kita ? Macam , Perlu ke kita hargai ? 

Kena , sebab ? Sebab perbuatan buruk atau jahat yang dikenakan dekat kita ialah Ujian dan pengajaran hidup kita :) Percayalah kalau kita asik nak marah je pasal benda buruk yang kena dekat kita , sampai bila kita ni ? Nak matang dengan masalah yang menimpa ? Sampai bila ? Sampai tua ? Jangan bila dah terlambat baru nak sedar :) Jadi , kalau orang tu kutuk kita dan kita tahu , Hargai je sebab ada jugak orang nak mengata pasal kita , dapat pahala pe :P Kalau orang tu sakitkan hati kita tanpa meminta maaf , Hargai je sebab akhirnya kita sedar , tak semua manusia sama .. Ada golongan macam tu , golongan yang tak pandai mintak maaf .. Dan kenapa kita kena Hargai ? Sebab kita bukan macam tu , kita tak tergolong dalam manusia macam tu , dalam kata lain " Syukur " . Orang tu suka cakap buruk , maka bersyukurlah sebab kita tak seteruk macam tu . Orang tu kuat carut , Syukurlah kita tak macam tu :D Sama macam pengajaran , kita hidup untuk belajar .. mana yang baik kita simpan baik baik , mana yang tak baik kita buang jauh jauh .. Ambillah semua yang berlaku disekeliling kita ni sebagai teladan , jadi kalau orang tu fitnah atau caci maki dekat kita , kita mesti faham kan perasaan sedih sakit tu macam mana ? Jadi mestilah kita akan lebih matang dan tak akan buat benda macam tu dekat orang lain , sebab kita dah pernah lalui kan ?Tapi kalau kita masih tak insaf gak tak tahu lah nak cakap apa ._. Percayalah bahawa Allah akan balas balik semuanya .. So be nice :D 

Seterusnya , yeayy ~ Pasal Kebaikan !! Topic yang paling paling paling Wawa suka ! Sebab selama wawa hidup ni , wawa bersyukur sangat orang dekat sekeliling wawa banyak bagi tunjuk ajar dan sebagainya .. Dan kenapa wawa suka sangat pasal topic kebaikan ? Sebab banyak sangat kenangan yang menarik dan tah , kenangan yang membuatkan wawa jatuh cinta dengan setiap perbuatan tu .. Setiap hari wawa doa tau agar wawa dapat sangat , balas balik apa yang pernah orang dekat luar sana tolong wawa pernah buat baik dekat wawa kira macam jasa baik diaorang :D Mungkin awak yang tengah baca ni pun pernah buat baik dekat wawa :D Wawa nak ucapkan jutaan terima kasih .. Niat tu wawa tak tahu tapi selagi niat korang baik maka terima kasih sangat sangat ..

Perbuatan apakah yang patut kita Hargai ? Yang pertama sekali , dekat orang yang selalu beri tunjuk ajar dekat kita , walaupun ajaran dia kita dapat serap 1% sekali pun .. Hargai lah , sebab tak semua orang nak ajar kau tau , fikir ada orang nak ? Yang nak tulah kau patut syukur sebab niat diaorang ialah diantara diri dia dan Allah SWA , jadi bila dia ajar kau , kau patut hargai tau .. Janganlah letak fikiran negatif T,,T Tak baik tau , penat dia ajar kita , kita fikir bukan bukan .. Sia sia je . Kedua , yang kedua ni mungkin tak semua orang alami tapi .. Dikira macam wawa punya kesukaan dalam bab hargai . :D Which is , jeng jeng jengggg ~ hehehe ... Drumrolls please ! HAHAHAH ~ okey ! Wawa paling paling hargai sangat sangat orang yang sudi hantar or tumpangkan wawa kemana sahaja .. Macam bila wawa nak pergi rumah orang tu ke orang ni ke kan, ada orang sudi tumpangkan or hantarkan .. Ya Allah , rasanya Allah je tahu bertapa syukurnya wawa .. Sebab itulah , wawa akan rasa sangat sangat malu nak mintak dia hantarkan lagi sekali , melainkan emergency macam bila wawa betul betul tak ada duit nak bayar tambang bas ke atau wawa tengah penat sangat sangat ke atau wawa tengah demam ke kan haa ~ baru wawa akan mintak tolong dengan rendah dirinya T~T huhuuu ~ ------> " Weh , kau boleh hantarkan aku gi tut ta ra rut tu tut tak ? Hantarlah aku do , jemput lah aku adumakkk .. ~ " haa ~ kepada sesiapa yang selalu guna ayat macam tu .. tuu .. yang dalam tu bila nak mintak kawan dia hantar dia gi memanalah kan ..alah ayat yang korang baca tadi tu kan .. Nah nasihat dari wawa :* KAU TAK RETI MINTAK TOLONG BAIK BAIK KE ?! DAH LAH NAK MINTAK ORANG TU HANTAR KAU , MINTAK BAIK SIKIT ! Guna lah tolong ke emm weh aku sebenarnya nak mintak kau hantarkan aku gi sana sini boleh tak ?Atau tanyalah dulu kau busy tak kau nak gi mana mana tak ? Lalu rumah aku tak ke kan ,tolonglah humble sikit ... awak tu nak tumpang dia , bukan dia tu driver awak .. Dia tu kawan awak jugak . Tanya kakak wawa , pernah tak wawa mintak tolong dekat dia kasar kasar ? Gosh ! Be nice please 

Cuba kalau orang mintak tolong dekat kita macam tu ? eeeee rasa nak sepak je , fikir kawan je .. Kalau bukan kawan , arwah dah dia . Jadi hargai okey bila orang tu sudi hantar ke amik kita ke kan , sebab cuba kita fikir , minyak kita boleh bayar .. kereta boleh cuci .. Tapi , tenaga dia kau nak bayar macam mana ? Masa dia kau nak bayar macam mana ? Tak semua benda kita boleh bayar dengan mulut dan duit :) Kalau full tank kau boleh bayar tapi kau fikir nak gantikan tenaga dia , masa dia guna duit jugak ke ? Nak pergi rumah kau lagi lepas tu hantar kau lagi haa ? Itu baru sorang , cuba kalau dia jemput 4 orang ? Tak kesian ke ? Fikirlah pasal dia sikit , Walaupun lah dia kata " meh naik aku .. aku hantarkan " kalau kita tengah ada tenaga or duit , avoid kalau boleh :) sebab sampai bila ? Sampai orang tu cakap dekat kita ? Kau ni , tak reti balik sendiri ke ? Jadi .. Hargai okey :D Thanks a lot to my mum , my sister , iqmal , ayah izzati dan yang lain yang pernah hantar wawa , terima kasih sangat sangat .. Even , Cikgu kelas wawa tahun ni pun pernah hantar wawa balik aw :P Hanya Allah je boleh balas kebaikan diaorang ..

Rasa macam dah panjang sangat dah ni :( macam biasa :P korang pun tahu kan , wawa suka sangat buat part 1 la part 2 la kan kan kan  :P Jadi kalau korang rasa wawa patut buat part 2 pasal Hargai ni , just let me know okey ! Tinggalkan jejak korang dekat Chat Box belah kanan korang , kalau yang pengguna fone .. boleh tinggalkan jejak dengan tekan button Follow dan tinggalkan comment dekat atassssss sekali hehe .. wawa akan baca :D Terima kasih sudi baca korang :* 


                                                                                             XOXO 

Sunday, 2 August 2015

New Me

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Assalammuailaikum,
I have a good news for you guys ! Yes , Good news , for you and me .. 
I'm going to tell you is that , I'm Done :) 
I'm so done , I can't do this any more .. 
I just can't ..

To me , there is no happiness at all .. 
Trust me , there is no such thing as happiness ..
There is nothing you can do ..
Trying to be happy like  I used to be is HARD ..

I know that I should be strong and Knows ,
I should stay strong and stop hurting myself , 
I just can't and ..
I don't know why ..

And that is the reason why Me , myself
And my life , going to leave everything behind 

This is hard ..
Things that I shouldn't do is giving up , 
There is nothing I can do ..
The thing that I want is that be who I am ..

Not just because you hated me , 
Nor because you disliked me ,

I should change who I am 
I tried damn hard to make everybody happy ,
I have done everything ,
I got nothing for myself 

You will never understand how to be me ,
You know what you want 
You wanted to be happy while I'm not 

Do you think that is fair ?
Do you ? 

It is right ? 
It is fair 
It is fair to you ..

Me ?

How about me ?
How about my life ?

Why me ?
Why should I felt this way ?
Why the only person did something wrong is me ? 
Why ?

I'm done ..
I'm not strong enough for this shit 
I'm not good enough for fakes ..
I'm not your Friend type 
I'm not your Girlfriend type ..
I'm really not good anything ..

Leave me alone 

Cause I don't care anymore 
Can I just be happy with my life 

If you dont , just walk away .. 

That is it :') 

Tuesday, 28 July 2015

Be strong

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Don't cry , be strong.
Don't lost yourself. 

Keep your head up,
Why should you be sad ? 
  
Don't take everything in negative,
Take it and change it to positive .

Sometimes things happen,
We can't change it when .

It does hurt to keep it inside ,
Learn from it or let it stay by yourside .

Some may wish to turn back time ,
But everyone knows that it won't and never will be .

Me , myself. 
Don't like to be in depressed side and life.

I may not understand why and why .
Keep telling myself to be who and straight forward and don't be shy .

Be shy on what and at ? 
When me Be shy on keeping stupids stuff that I shouldn't do .

Easy to say sorry , 
But never really know what does it means and seriously ?
  
Why ? 
Be strong dear self on what is happening around you .

Monday, 27 July 2015

F U N !

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Such a Good Day and a GOOD MEMORIES to share with  you you you and you guys ! Do you know what is it ? Alahh mesti tak tahu hahahah , okey macam ni .. I had to go 2 houses at the first place , and then when wawa arrived at the second house , which is rumah Zurfiqah .. Amirul be like " Weh ! NEXT rumah wawa ! lepas ni ramai ramai serang rumah wawa aw " and I know that was a joke but saja lah nak call mama mintak kepastian No . Because mama ni jenis no on everything that planned last minutes BUT this time she didn't said no and apa lagi .. Dorang pun okey .. Dorang datang rumah wawa . Lagi pun rumah wawa dah memang ada makanan sebab tengah hari tadi Family belah mama datang rumah , jadi mama memang dah masak .. Tapi kena panaskan lauk je jadi .. Why not kan ?

JENG JENG JENG , Sampailah dkt rumah .. And wawa rasa macam wow .. ada orang nak datang rumah woii .. macam mana ni D: Selalu nya ada orang akan tolong kitaorang kalau buat open house , memandangkan family datang tengah hari dia tolong dari semalam sampai tengah hari jelah ..Dorang pulak cakap time pukul macam nak magrib macam tu memang no one at home lah sebab hantar orang tu balik and abang beraya and so on .. Bila first time buat openhouse without anyone , it felt like you're walking with no eyes . So that happened to me ,in sudden ! AIR PUN TAK PANDAI NAK BUAT ! Hah kau , impact terkejut dia sampai air pun tak pandai nak buat haih .. Thanks to Nik Akmar , she helped me a lot tahu tak .. without her don't know lah nak cakap apa .. masih rasa guilty sebab kerja kerja tu i should had done before , ni tak .. orang lain kena masuk tangan :"( tu la rasa macam haih .. Sorrry sangat sangat korang T_T harap sangat korang enjoy masa dekat rumah wawa :D

And ! I can't believe that kakak fyza who yang baru jadi pengantin baru on Saturday pun datang ! Gosh ! I'm so happy , like its such an Honour when people come to your house tau actually .. On my opinion lah >.<  Thanks to all who datang at my lovely home :D Lot of Loves pep ! Nah gambar kitaorang heheheh











Thanks PEPS ! I L Y <3

Saturday, 4 July 2015

NFS(NoteForSelf) - Myself 💔

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" what's going on ? " " why does it hurts me alot ? " " why I can't be happy like I used to be? " There's so many question in my life.. But I know what I want 😪 all I want is being happy , a girl who has so many dream in life .. Where is she ? Where am I?  I Lost my hopes and died inside .. It hurts pretending to be okay while im not .. " STAY STRONG " is nothing .. People told me that one day everything will be okay .. Start believing in yourself and never lost hopes , because when you lost your hopes and yourself .. There's nothing you can do , in fact you're letting your own life Die with you just because you're losing your hopes , you also letting half of your life died .. All I wants is to be somebody , but I Never did .. Life is full of lies . and what hurt even more is that you can not make yourself stronger like you used to be 😪 I never been this hard , this mentality breakdown , illness In my life before .. Yet it has proved that I been believed to someone nor myself also let me to be tough ,  stronger for so longg and now it already reached my breaking point 😪 Which right now you can tell that I'm Not happy at all , my happiness are gone ..  I know that it will take me like so long to be happy again :,D but ! What I believe during my mentality breakdown is that As long there's someone who believes in me and stay with me .. Insyahallah i'll be fine :,) guess who it will be ?? You know who you are :,D yes you ! You dear Aina Najwa . Stay with me , believe in you wawa .. If you can't make yourself happy then who will ? Keep your head higher than before ! Keep smiling because there is so many things to smile at and prove yourself that you are worth to be happy .. Stop this feeling wa , i know you can :,) Be happy , start a new life .. Make a beautiful story and be different 💞❤️





                                                                                               ✖️ Wawa ✖️

Tuesday, 30 June 2015

I'm sorry

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Assalammuailaikum, hey ! Last night , i been through something that really unexpected.. I Won't tells you anything here cause I thought it will be nicer if i kept it  myself .. The reason why I put " I'm sorry " because , I am truly sorry for everything .. I'm Not perfect, I'm not what you want me to be because I'll never be .. I'm Sorry if I hurt your feelings over and over again .. I'm sorry .. And I really means it .. If i ever hurt you , I'm sorry .. Come and tells me , I won't bite .. The Reasons why I'm telling this is because, not everyone OKAY going through something that she or he don't want to .. I Never asked to be this way .. And so do you .. So please, from bottom of my heart please .. Stop 😪 I'm just a human, I bleed , I cry , I laugh, but doesn't mean that you can hurt me , I'm truly sorry for not being perfect for you .. I'm sorry 😪

                                     ✖️ Wawa

Thursday, 25 June 2015

Demon thst I created

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Assalammuailaikum korang , hari ni I would like talk about Demon that we all create.. We may not understand at first, so wawa akan jelaskan apa yang wawa nak cerita .. Macam ni , dalam hidup ni mesti kita pernah melakukan kesilapan sama ada besar mahupun kecil .. Demon ialah syaitan . " Demon that I created " syaitan yang saya cipta .. In this case, maksud syaitan yang kita cipta ialah bila kita buat sesuatu kesilapan dalam hidup kemudian kita lakukan semula .. Jadi kita telah cipta sesuatu kejahatan dalam diri .. Cause we are repeating something that we should not do !

In my case , i did something that I shouldn't do , cause I know what I had done is not good at all .. Yes semua manusia melakukan kesilapan but how big is it ? Jadi this is like midnight thoughts and that's the reason why I'm doing this 😁👍 Tak semua orang tahu how well you're deep inside .. Banyak yang kita simpan dalam diri kita .. Demons that we created is so so hard to die , trust me .. Bukan kita cakap " okey aku nak berubah , I won't do that again and aku takkan akan jadi bodoh untuk kali kedua " and then BOOM ! Terus jadi someone new , and lahirlah insan baru yang tidak akan melakukan kesilapan yang sama .. No that's not how it works ..

Taknak type panjang panjang sebab nanti penat baca 😂 Dalam kata lain kita sebagai manusia sangatlah susah nak berubah ke arah kebaikan walaupun diberi peluang beribu kali .. Kita akan tetap melakukan benda yang sama terus menerus .. Dan kita sebegai manusia yang " TIDAK AKAN PERNAH SEMPURNA " jangan lah terus judge someone by hers or his past .. Kalau awak kena kutuk atau dipandang hina oleh orang lain .. Janganlah terus kecewa , sebab We as humans , we can not makes other happy and tukar pemikiran negatif diaorang kepada pemikiran positif.. Benda yang dah lepas biarlah lepas , benda yang tidak dapat di ubah biarlah dia layu sendiri .. Dan terkubur sendiri .

Change for good .. Berubahlah untuk Allah SWA .. He created us to be somebody .. Kalau seseorang tidak dapat menerima awak for being you , it's okay .. Kalau tak ada seorang pun sudi bersama awak ketika awak jatuh dalam gegelapan , it's okay .. Sebab it is okay to not being okay , Allah always be with us , biar dipandang buruk , hina di mata orang tapi janganlah di pandang buruk pada Allah .. That's my life goals , to be someone in Allah eyes and people too insyahallah .. I'm truly sorry for what i had done and said before.. Dan sekarang wawa .. Hmm ..  I'm letting my past fade away , I'm trying to live in my new world now with new experience kesalahan baru orang baru dan yang paling penting ialah .. Wawa akan cuba jadi manusia yang lebih baik dari sebelum :,) Cause I don't like who I used to be .. I'm sorry again and again ..

May Allah always on our side and guide us to a better place where we belong 😪  




       Xoxo , wawa

Tuesday, 23 June 2015

Hari ni !

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Well hello dan Assalammualaikum ! Okey hari ni wawa nak cerita pasal Hari ni xD Something interesting berlaku hahaha .. Hari ni ada ujian lisan Bm , i didn't prepare anything cause mestilah kita ingat nama kita dipanggil last .. But still nasib ada surat khabar dekat kelas yang boleh amik sebagai bacaan .. Jadii kita amik lah mana yang kita dapat kan :P

JENG JENG JENG , kita tengah leka berborak tiba tiba cikgu annie wan " Aina Najwa , lepas ni kamu lepas tu jiva ( sambil tengok list nama ) " KAHKAHKAH ! Nasib dah koyakkan kertas surat khabar yang bertajuk " Muhajadah dan Tarbiah " Kot lah kot tapi paling ingat Muhajadah sebab ayat tu banyak keluar .. Bila tengah duduk belakang memang lah " Tak nervous pun , hek heleh .. budak kelas je pun wekkk "' sekali dah dekat depan hah hamik kau xD Menggeletar tangan .. Bibir pun gigil gigil hahah ..

Jadi kita pun tarik nafas " Wawa ! kau relek , kau baca je macam biasa .. " Kertas tu boleh lah panjang tapi mendalam isi dia .. Tak bersedia langsung .. So memang tak sempat nak short kan ayat panjang panjang tu .. Dekat depan baca lah perengan pertama lepas tu terbang ke perengan belah sana lepas tu patah balik ke perengan pertama .. Tengah baca tu , rasa macam ramai tak fokus .. So i thought Okey this will the best time nak baca perenggan terakhir .. mata pun cari mana part last ni .. tangan serious menggigil sebab all eyes on me kot ! Pehh

Finally nampak pun ayat akhir , bila kita nervous gila kau nak fokus .. Dah lah kalau kita gagap markah kena tolak .. So baca laju je tapi jelas okey ;P taknak la markah Lisan sikit sebab nervous hehehe .. So wawa pun baca lah ayat terakhir " Pekara yang dijelaskan akan disambung pada minggu hadapan.. " And that moment ! Muka terus jadi panas tangan tutup muka lepas tu satu kelas gelak xD Damn ! macam mana boleh tak perasan ? Dengan cikgu cikgu sekali gelak (U..U) ahahah wawa pun gelak lah sekali xD Tak tahu lah markah dapat berapa alahai .. But still pengalaman yang menarik bila tersalah baca hahahah .. SO kepada sesiapa akan hadapi ujian lisan , get ready .. Baca biar lancar dan lantang dan ! Janganlah gugup dan tunduk .. Act normal like when you talk with your friends .. No shame ! All the best pep ! :D Thanks for reading this heheh .. Lot of love <3

                                                                                                                                       x
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Sunday, 14 June 2015

S c h o o l

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Assalammualaikum semua ! Yeayy or neyy ? xD Yeay or ney for school ? Esok kan dah mula sekolah :P .. Hari ni last cuti :'< So Confirm malam ni ramai gilas yang B U S Y including me cause you know why? School works and dermaton stuff D; alahai .. bukan tu je , dan sah sah cikgu akan mula bagi papers , lepas tu mula lah .. kena bersedia untuk exam akan datang . Plus ! Puasa pun just around us .. hmm lepas tu raya then exam lepas exam habis lah 2015 .. see ? Can't we see ? World is moving too fast ._. Quite scary tho .. yela for this year , apa je yang kita dapat dan apa je yang kita ubah ? Atau semuanya sama je ? Back to school topic .. xD

Hahah so korang macam mana cuti ? best tak ? buat apa je ? ada apa apa yang menarik ? Best hang out ?If there is something amazing during your school holidays ! Jangan lupa share dekat chat box sebelah kanan anda okay ;* LOT OF LOVE and maseh sudi share story anda di sana hehehe .. okay sambung ke topic kita ..So apa je korang buat masa cuti ? Atau just stay at home and dating with your fone 24/7 ?  like me .. Mereput haahahhaha Okey , School is something really menarik actually , yela kita tak happy pun nak sekolah but ada yang EXCITED nak belajar certain people lah .. ada jugak golongan macam wawa ni :P Golongan yang excited nak jumpa kawan kawan tercintah dan ! Tak sabar nak belajar ' fav ' subject sahaja :P well of course semua orang ada subject yang paling paling minat dan cikgu tu sangat lah best en :3 Jangan nak poyo kata tak ada !


Next ! Kita buka topic " Enjoy Schooling " ! Yeayyy .. Yang barisan kedua tu kita bagi tajuk " School ! " okey ? Okey okey .. kenapa wawa buat yang ni Enjoy Schooling ? Sebab kita memang patut Enjoy pun T_T tahu sebab apa ? Nak tahu tak ? Tak nak tahu pun wawa tetap akan type KAHKAHKAH ! Hahahahha .. Sebab , cuba bayangkan kalau kita tak enjoy sekolah pada usia muda macam ni ? Nanti habis sekolah nanti kau nak bercerita pasal ap ? " Aku dulu mana suka sekolah , aku ponteng HAHAHA aku maki cikgu .. Kahkahkah lepas tu aku Tidur dalam kelas setiap masa weh ! Hahahaha " ???? what even ? Apa yang cuba jelaskan ni ? Macam ni , bila kita dah habis sekolah , kita takkan selalu jumpa kawan kawan kita dah , ada yang sambung belajar , ada yang kerja ada yang sibuk ada jugak yang mendiamkan diri and stuff ... Kita mestilah kena enjoy sekolah sebab bila dah habis sekolah nanti lepas tu kau terserempak dengan kawan kau selepas 3 tahun habis .. kau nak sembang pasal ap ? Confirm2 korang akan ckp yang korang rindukan zaman dulu2 ..


" You after school " pulak :3 .. Mesti kita tak nampak masa depan kita sekarang en :P Siapa boleh tahu ? Siapa ?! Huh nampak sangat nipunyew hahahha .. lek lek .. After school agak agak kita macam mana eh ? For me , wawa nak tidur selama 2 bulan .. tidur lewat bangun lewat like everybody does .. Selepas sedar bahawa diri ni dah pokai tahap nak mintak duit belanja pun dah tak boleh baru lah nak cari kerja dan tunggu keputusan ESPEYEMM.. lepas dah dapat , kita nangis2 dulu lepas tu dah puas nangis baru lah move on dan fikirkan macam mana nak bina masa depan yang cerah cewahhh ! xD Penjelasan yang sangat tidak ringkas dan tidak menarik langsung wa hahahah .. Mula mula memang lah rasa macam " lama nya sekolah aduuu , bila nak habis do , bosan peeeee aduu " kan ? Wawa dulu setiap hari rasa macam tu tau .. tapi bila lama lama .. rasa macam " Pahal nak habis dah ? dulu form 1 , sakai lagi dan masih selekeh , sekarang dah form 4 lepas tu form 5 pehh cepat nya nak habis sekolah dah hmm "

" Hahahah Sekolah ? Rindu ? Ew " <-- tajuk dalam ruangan ini :P dalam perenggan ini lerr . Ew ? Tahu kenapa Ew ? Mesti ada yang macam " EEEE bajet je akan rindu sekolah , sedangkan habis sekolah lah best , tak ada homeworks , cikgu tak ade hahahah " Memang ! lelama kau tahu lah perasaan rindu tu macam mana .. kekadang kau pun rasa nak kena marah balik dengan cikgu tau .. I know this because ramai yang dah habis sekolah told me that .. tapi tak ada lah rindu macam rindu nak mati .. rindu macam gitu2 jurr hee ~ Banyak lagi nak type senarnya ni .. maklumlah bila part last selalu nya idea baru muncul XD hahahah So will do part 2 kalau rajin atau kalau ingat lah hehehe :D Thanks for reading peps . <3                        


                                                                                                                            x.x
                                                                                                                        wawa

Thursday, 11 June 2015

All The Pain I Thought I Knew

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Hello Peps , there is so many thing going on lately .. So I would like to share with you guys here . At my blog .. I just thought It would be amazing to throw out all my words to you , yes you .. I may not know who you are , but blog is like my second voice :) Well of course we all have God , We all can count on Allah .. When we are in a very difficult moment we can talk to him and tell him that we are not okay but we tired to be okay , do you know what I'm trying to say ? I'm telling you that sometimes we are okay for not being okay :) Do you really know what is going on around you ? Do you ? NO !

No one knows , okay I will try make this short cause I also don''t really like to reads something useless or pointless .. The reason why I'm writing this is , I Don't really understand what is going on .. While im writing this , I also wonder what is going on .. Why am I feelings so sad ? Why ? Did someone hurt me ? What ? why ? Why me ? I just don't understand .. I thought I knew that what's going on .. But I don't .


Okay , I will try my best for not going crazy writing my anger my sadness my questions mark .. Why on earth people being fake ? Like why ? Can't you just tell the truth ? Why ? Scared ? Why would be that way ? Do you understand that feeling when you knew she telling something that you already know , okay like this .. How does it feel ? To be different from everybody else ? Its not because who you are , but its because the way people looked at you isn't it ? Now I know :)


Why i can't be who i am ? Why ? Why can you ? why not me ? Like some people won't let you being for who you are .. My point is why you can be who you are but i can't .. You may not understand this cause I never treat you the way you did .. Hahah If i did , Omg Wawa is so mean wawa is bitch wawa so babi she so sial and stuff cause you know thats so impossible to be someone who not you are .. Its like losing your mind because of a person who dislike you for being you ! I Know that i'm not good in certain point where i can be mad at stuff .. Trust me , i'm not that silly to mad at something that i shouldn't .


Aren't that bodoh when you get mad at something that really small ? Okay macam ni , kenapa kau nak marah kalau benda tu tak betul ? Kenapa tak nak dengar penjelasan ? Kenapa terus marah ? Kenapa ? Apa salah dia ? Tiba tiba je ? Because i know everything , I know everything before you said it .. cause you know why ? Kekadang Allah bukakan hati seseorang tu supaya berhati hati agar tidak terluka .. Cause you know why ? This world is cruel ..  No matter how perfect you're , there's must be someone who hate you for nothing :D 




                                                                                                                                               




                                                                                                                                                       x

Tuesday, 9 June 2015

Do You Ever ? (Part 2)

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Hello Hey ! SO seem like ages I didn't continue my Part 2 , now I'm trying to pulled up something new here .. Or just me rasa this time will be much better than the other one  , but thanks you tho for reading this :D I really appreciate it .. I just want to asked you and my self , do you ever know that you have done something really stupid and you absolutely regret doing something like that .. Do you ever felt that way ? I do believe that everybody does felt that way :) cause I am .. I regrets like every single things that I had done .. For real , I'm not joking at all .. Like sometimes I'm felt so losers like I know that what I'm doing is wrong, like so so wrong but STUPIDLY I still do it :3 ..

Everybody knows falling in love is wrong in few ways like what if he doesn't really cares about you ? What if he has someone else ? What if he bla bla bla and more .. right ? Next , eating too much will makes you fat , but why you still eat so much ? Why ? HAHAHAH i did it and also what I'm trying to says is that everybody does something that we don't really want to but we still do .. Do you know what I'm saying ? Okay , wanna know something interesting ;P ? Lets says that you know she is your friend and she is a fakers like fake in friendship .. She not so into you but she try makes everything seems so perfect like when you were together , she'll be like " babe , lets get some ice cream .. gosh you so amazing , you're my everything . I hope we'll be friend forever .. BFF forever okey ? " BUT when you're not around , she'll be like " damns , she so fucking annoying , like why I'm with her ? How can someone be so close to her , while she so not special at all " and more.. Do you know how does that feels ? Do you ? Cause I am .. I understand like 1 billion % of this kind of situation .. Cause you know why . I got lots of FAKE friends around me .. YEAYYY


In seconds she can be so damns good in front of you , also in a minute she can be so fucking mean .. like so so evil ! The questions is , how can you deal with this kind of people ? What should you do ? The answer is just SIMPLE ! Trust me , just ignore these kind of people , like how long you can stand with her her her and her ? Like how long ? I can't cause I'm not strong enough to deal with these .. so I just ignore them so I wont get hurt and cry XD even though you guys know that I like to cry but welll... You will get tired at certain point ;P alah paham paham je hahaha This is life , you gets hurt like everyday .. So do I , I keep remaid my self to keep my head high so that people won't look at me as a kid or a loser who can't even stay strong at something .. 



CRYING is not weakness , who on earth tells that crying is weakness ? CRYING showed how long you been strong , at one point when you and your self can't even stand it any more . If you don't know or understand someone situation , you better shut up and just see .. Don't judge , like who are we to judge ? Do you know what is really happening ? Do you ? Do you know how long she been in that situation ? Do you ?  I know that this world is beautiful .. To be honest , Everything is beautiful except some people who don't really know how to appreciate others . I don't really hate people who so ' bodoh ' lah dalam bab syukur but I just can not accept the fact that she or he can't even realize that people treat her or him so well but why she or he can't does the same thing ? Susah sangat ke ? And please , Allah akan balas whatever you had done , bad or nice .. Allah akan balas but not now but Allah will :)


 So stay positive no matter what , cause If we can't fine someone Nice why can't we the one who the nice person :D 

Thursday, 4 June 2015

About and Fact (2015) part 1

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                     About & Fact ( 2015 )
                    part 1


Yeayy .. so today , nak hapdate pasal diri sendiri pada tahun 2015 :3 Nak mula dari nama ke apa ni :O hmm alang alang tengah rajin ni , mula dari nama jelah :3 Lepas sesi perkenalan diri baru lah Fact ? Okey ? Okey ? Okeyyyyyy ~~~ :P


Nama diberi Aina Najwa Binti Azhari ..
Lahir ofcoz dari perut mama xD cehhh ~ Lahir dekat SDMC Subang Jaya :P..
Born in 1999 of June 28 
So this year I'm Super Duper Sweet 6Teen but unofficial 16 yet .. So I'm still 15 and Cute :3 *perasan sikit hikhikhik*
Studying at SMK Subang Cemerlang :D I'm in Delta class this year yuhoo ^^ 
what else ? In a relationship ? NOT going to says about it :P

Nak buat berapa banyak Fact ni ? How About 28 ? Harr Harr well memang minat number 28 en en en en .. SO  28 lah :D AHHAHA

28 Fact about me ..

I'm a girl who like to Cry a lot when I'm in a VERY difficult times .. After done crying , mestilah rasa lega en :P Boleh dikatakan How I Release My Tension 

NEXT ! I'm a hot-tempered person , and also , I don't really like it yela sebab sikit sikit marah , sikit sikit ngamuk , sikit sikit bengang .. But somehow I can manage to stay Clam by my own harrharrrharr ..


What else ? okey .. I'm also a girl who can't trust anyone now .. like for this year .. I just don't want to trust anyone cause you know its does hurts when we thought she is our best friend or she is our friend that we can hang out together and stay chill together but in the end .. she talked shit about you she don't really fucking cares about you .. she don't even realize that I'm the girl who protected her from everybody else talks bullshits stuff bout her , but she never did the same thing .. Do you ever felt that way ? IF you do .. stay chill and just let ALLAH manage everything .. cause I do believe that ALLAH is they best planner and I do believe that ALLAH will guide me and you all the way .. Insyahallah

Lek wawa lek .. you're not going to change your topic right ? hahahha okey what else ??? EMM HAAA !! I'm a girl who loves to study hard but still didn't accomplish anything YET .. like I told you .. yet ok yet ! Insyahallah one day i will accomplish what I want hehehe .. OMG guess siapa teman org update blog ? DINO !! hahaha my beautiful black cat <3 he so kiut .. he sbb dia jantan okiee ...okey Dino , Tuan awak ni macam mana sebenarnya orang nya ? 


OKAY Next , I'm also a good listener Jeng jeng jeng , so just tell me anything that you feels ;P I'll help you like a lot :P Insyahallah but mostly I'm just going to give you supports and ideas cause who am I ? I not a professional person pun xD so chill .. I can be your ears and your heart .. cehh wahh ...

Now at 12:52am .. and I have No ideas  .. should I do part 2 ? I do think I should xD actually this post already stay here like for 4 or 5 months now .. so I decided to continue :D hahah but yet still no ideas sebab buka youtube la tengok itu ini la .. then ngantuk -.- eyyy wawa wawa .. so if you want to know more about me .. stay with me okey ? heheh XOXO