Happy 

Being happy the only hope and wish in everyone.

Being happy in what you do or what you have is amazing. 

However I do not understand the concept of being un-happy to work just because you at " work ".

Why is that ? Why would someone ruined their  9  hours for years just because they " at work " and does that is what it is ? 

" Work " , you must be serious and you must act like this, act like that. 

I understand we must take our tasks seriously. 

Same goes to school , why some school can bring joy and fun in learning while some giving pressure to student just to understand important things for their future ?

Same goes to collage , why some lecturer can be so friendly to their student and letting them understand better with fun in learning ? 

Again, my question why must work bring pressure to everyone ? 

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8th August 2021 

Today, I decided to blog as my life drained me so bad.. And as you can see the titled " I AM NOT HAPPY " lol,  trust me , I wrote all above including the title on  11th of July 2021..  Anyhow, Hello hai and assalammuailaikum everyone, thank you for clicking my blog today and checking up on me ! Trust me , I am 100% appreciate it..

As I opening my blog and saw my draft that I did, I can see how unhappy I am ... till today.. No doubt life does hit everyone hard at this moment.. No lies too, even myself .. a person who always take things positively is no longer in a good state of mind. 

I do not know does this feeling is only me or you felt the same too.. Everyday dealing with questions and worries in life do drag you into whole new world.. As I felt sorry to every soul who lost their dreams, hopes and even lives.

Looking back on 2019, I am not going to say that we are taking life for granted as no one knows what would come and cost right ? Everyone had their life in order, yes , some might struggling but there are  always a way out for everyone, either going out with your friends, having alone time at your hidden place and many more.. 

But now... Today, seeing your friends had to go for 2 jobs , seeing your friends blaming their self as unable to support their families at this current situations is painful to watch nor being in it..

I really hope those who still able to have normal life and surrounding.. Please please pleaseeee look around and you know, maybe say " hai ? Where have you been ? " might lift someone's day a bit..

I tried to recall why I wrote above as I can see that I might having moments with myself by that time.. First of all, I would like to explain that NO ONE in this whole wide world wanting or hoping for unhappiness.. 

But it is true , why must work bring pressure as we all understand that no one would ruined their positions as everyone have their own tasks and responsibility in their life. 

Having hopes and dreams in life does give you lights and energies to keep moving and fight for it, we cannot undo things or time .. Being strong is the only key of success in life.

One example I can give is that, being Happy did nothing wrong as you trying to change environment into a happier or colorful with your existence, yet, to me,  having doubt or trust issue is not a problem too, as some of us being extra careful for self -insurance, however that does not mean we should dim their light and their vibe right ?

My Malaysia

Assalamualaikum and hello hai there ! Today , as titled above , I would like to share with everyone about My Malaysia. Whereby all this belongs to me, my journey and my experiences. We may not be in the same path but I hope you will enjoy my journey as I do !  

Malaysia , a country with different 3 cultures. I was born and raised in Selangor, and no doubt that was the happiest things happened. Becauseeee... 

I went to Chinese schools since kindergarten till secondary school. My experiences? Was amazing of course! To tell you the truth, I never had to deal with any difficulties during my school days. Obviously the struggle in learning new languages was not easy, but I made it. Proudly. =) 

I had bunch of friends during my school times, even slumber parties with them too ! Knowing my Chinese friends had to purchase new plates and even they had to cook in new pots too because I was there, but they did not even bothered with that, they were very excited way more than I do! Even in classroom, they told me what we are gonna do, what we going to had for lunch, tea time and etc. 

I swear till today, we are still following each other on social media even though we are no longer able to meet up due to each other’s life, but for me, knowing they're doing well in their life is making me happy enough. Thank you guys for the wonderful memories with me..

Going to College life, I met friends from different states! I met friends from all around Malaysia including Sabah and Sarawak people there. Trust me, another wonderful journey for me in meeting amazing people in Malaysia. Cut it short, still, I’m able to learn so much in my life there.. 

When I worked in Ara Damansara area, my life meeting up with different cultures rises... But that doesn’t mean that it were a bad things for me! Because being able to learn and communicate with different people from all around the world, were very exciting for me , they showed me how things were going on in their journey all the way to Malaysia. Taiwan to Malaysia, Arab to Malaysia, Africa to Malaysia, China to Malaysia, and many more.. Difficulties? Still none.. 

What I am trying to tell you regarding difficulties that I mentioned again and again is that emmm.. My leader, my captain on shaping me to who I am today .. Basically not a Malay, but person before him is Malay, no worries.. I learned so much from Malay, Chinese and Indian people in my Journey.. No doubts there were time we had miscommunications between myself and my team, but we are able to sit down and understand each other's opinions and taking notes about what is best in solving the situations.. 

I am very happy that they teach me so much in being a better person today. I hope you know who you are, thank you so so much for helping me to be a better person each and every day. 

It is sad to see that there are people who STILL do not understand our variety of cultures, whereby some of us do not understand that not only Indians are Vegetarians, not only Malays making prayers early in the morning and there are some Chinese in Malaysia who does not take any beef. 

In other word, being able to understand and respect towards each other’s beliefs, cultures and religions are the most beautiful things ever. Being able to understand amazing cultures like when someone hit puberty, they must held a ceremony as they announcing transformation of a young girl into a woman. Being able to understand that everyday someone will perform 5 times prayer and fasting for 1 whole month are amazing as well.. Being able to understand that lion dance not only held for New Year but for other reasons such as to expel evil spirits and attract good luck is also parts of beautiful things in life.

Some people who does not want to learn and accept others might think why and what for, but some who had respects won’t keep it to them and making it a reason for them to escape from reality. 

As a Malaysian, isn’t it sad if you don't want to understand other’s culture? No doubt dealing with questions such as "why you can’t eat beef? Why you have to make your prayer now? Why you are burning those things? Why you are putting those food there? Why can’t you eat while you are working under the sun? etc..” are good, if they are taking it as a new experience and knowledge for themselves. Aren’t you happy when someone wanted to understand why we are doing that? We share our experiences and journey with someone who wanted to know more, are cute to share.. 

But.. There are people, asking not to know, but debating on not to do so.. =) Why can't we just accept and respects towards each other? Why do we need to have that kind of feelings in us? Having jealousy and disagreement towards something is not that bad , what is bad is when you are trying to make it normal in having those dirty thoughts and what’s worse is that when you raise that question and expecting people to say YES to you. 

In life, we can tell people our opinions but that does not meant that we are RIGHT , due to we are not in the same shoe. We might try to understand what is going on with someone's belief, for me knowing and understanding is enough to all of us. Why do we have to add this and that in our thoughts? What I am trying to say is that, cukuplah sekadar memahami dan menghormati kepercayaan dan kebudayaan seseorang itu. That is why I said that we are living in a country with 3 different cultures and that is beautiful enough. Isn’t it lovely to see we all being together in peace not jealousy. 

No doubts having difficulties in work, school or neighbourhoods are quite challenging. But for me, it is how you manage it.. Faham tak ? There’s no need to be rude ? Like ... omg .. I think I will add Part 2 for this , because cukup panjang guys even though I still ada banyak lagi nak cakap =) Thank you guys for reading and understanding my point in here.. Terima Kasih banyak banyak dan I harap kita semua boleh saling menghormati satu sama lain agar hidup menjadi lebih harmoni dan aman damai in and out. 

xx

Wawa

 LOSING GAME

Assalammuailaikum dan selamat datang dalam episode terbaru yang bertajuk Losing Game , walaupun tajuk kita hari ini dalam Bahasa English tapi wawa nak cuba sampaikan dalam Bahasa Melayu. 

Jadi macam biasa akan adanya sepatah dua kata dari wawa, hehehehe, tajuk harini mungkin agak lain sikit dari sebelum, harini wawa nak sampaikan tentang kekalahan dalam kehidupan yang kita sedar atau tidak. 

Kepada yang baru masuk dalam Blog wawa, wawa just nak bagitahu yang wawa anggap blog ni macam wawa punya diary kehidupan online. Jadi sebab itu dia kadang Bahasa English, kadang dalam Bahasa Melayu, sebab wawa anggap wawa berborak dengan seseorang aka diri sendiri dan sejujurnya ia banyak membantu wawa dalam cara wawa berfikir dan menilai tentang sesuatu keadaan. 

Dalam kata lain, kenapa wawa buat blog ni adalah bertujuan untuk membantu sesiapa yang diluar sana mungkin mengalami sesuatu keadaan atau situasi yang sama seperti wawa.. 

Mungkin juga anda memiliki tanggapan yang lain, jadi maafkan wawa kalau kita berbeza pendapat dan semestinya ia kerana kita semua adalah manusia yang berbeza dan amat sukar untuk mencari seseorang yang sempurna di dunia ini..

Dalam topic harini, wawa nak bahaskan tentang perbezaan kehidupan diantara awak, dia , saya dan yang lain. Pernah tak kadang-kadang kita rasa macam seronoknya andai kita jadi lebih dari sekarang ? Mungkin kalau jadi macam dia ? atau dia ? Seseorang yang kita rasa Beruntung dalam hidup dia , alangkah indah jika dia adalah saya.. 

Wawa pernah rasa macam atas ni, jujur tak tipu hehehhe..

Tapi pernah tak terfikir jika adanya orang yang berharap agar dia ditempat kita, apa yang kita miliki, pekerjaan yang kita ada, keluarga yang meraka rasa nyata ?

Wawa dah cuba sedaya upaya dekat post ni, akan tetapi dah delayed dua hari dah sebab wawa banyak betulkan ayat.. Mari sambung dalam bahasa yang tak beberapa nak formal tapi kita semua faham okay ? HAHHAHAH sorry !!! Trust me , I did my best..

Okay macam ni, dalam hidup ni mesti kita akan terasa dengan perbezaan antara satu sama lain, contohnya kawan kita kawin awal ke ? Kawan kita dah dapat kerja tetap dengan gaji yang lumayan ke? Family yang mungkin kita rasa family dia better ke kan kan kan ??

Tapi sebenarnya kalau nak tahu kan, dalam hidup ni tak ada Losing Game terhadap u atau i atau dia kalau kita ni , Yes , KITA NI , tak cuba untuk perbaiki apa yang kurang dan syukur dengan apa yang ada .. Kita semua tahu yang Losing Game adalah kekalahan dalam sesuatu permainan.. Tapi kalau kita nak menang kan , mesti kita akan cuba dan terus cuba sampai kita berjaya untuk capai target kita.. 

Begitu juga dengan kehidupan , kalau kita usaha lebih dalam sesuatu yang kita mahukan bukankah kita akan nampak hasil kita ?

Bagi wawa, tak salah pun kalau kita nak bayangkan tentang kehidupan, tapi apa yang salah ialah apabila kita TERhilangkan rasa syukur dengan apa yang kita ada..

Losing GAME adalah satu topic yang penting dalam hidup wawa, sebab wawa tak pernah rasa macam kurang baik atau nakkan lebih dari apa yang ada sekarang .. Lagi sekali wawa nak bagitahu that , mestilah kita akan rasa teringin atau berangan .. Tak salah , betull .. jujur sumpah laaa memang tak salah.. 

CUMA ! Janganlah kita hilangkan rasa syukur tentang pekara yang menimpa atau dihadapi.. Kawan kita might ada yang dah kawin .. Tapi you tengok diri you, you still berpeluang untuk bersama adik beradik you, mama you and tak perlu bayar duit/sewa rumah ? Kawan kita kerja shift atau kerja swasta atau kerja apa apa pun, bergembiralah untuk semua orang kerana insyahallah kita akan dapat cepat atau lambat.. 

Jangan letak titik noktah dalam pekara yang kita rasa kecewa atau down .. Sebab setiap yang ada dalam hidup ni , teramatlah bermakna tidak kira apa pun.. 

Mungkin dia bekerja dari umur 17 tahun, tak sambung belajar .. Alhamdulilah dah ada KWSP dan Socso atas usahanya dalam meneruskan kehidupan..

Mungkin dia masih tiada pengalaman bekerja seinggah umur 21tahun, tapi Alhamdulilah .. dia ada Sijil Diploma/STPM dan lain-lain..

Mungkin dia sudah berkahwin dan memiliki anak pada usia muda.. Alhamdulilah dengan jadinya Ibu pada usia muda berjaya membantu dia mengenali kehidupan perkhawinan diawal usia.

Mungkin dia masih bujang dan tidak mempunyai pasangan sehingga 25 tahun.. Alhamdulilah dia berjaya memiliki duit simpanan dan mampu halalkan seseorang apabila jodohnya sampai..

Setiap yang berlaku ada indahnya kalau kita tenang dan syukur .. Kena sentiasa syukur dan lihat pada sudut yang baik untuk terus berusaha menjadi lebih berjaya .. Bercita-citalah tinggi kerana mungkin suatu hari nanti .. Kita akan berterima kasih pada kita yang sekarang kerana bercita cita tinggi dan berjaya akhirnya..

Walaupun jatuh.. Pujuklah hati dan mencari jalan keluar , kenapa? Sebab, kesedihan dan kekecewaan yang berterusan tidak mampu membantu kita untuk berjaya.. Orang lain pun tak mampu nak pujuk , sebab kita je mampu selamatkan diri kita .. Nak atau Tak Nak.. 

Dalam hidup, tiada istilah " jap " ke " tengoklah " atau " mungkin " .. Buanglah sifat macam ni dan gantikan dengan ?? 

Macam tak boleh je.. Takpe , saya cuba lagi ..

Boleh ! Saya usahakan sampai berjaya ..

Maaf , saya rasa belum boleh lagi ..

Jujur lah pada diri dan terokailah diri kita , kemampuan kita, kelebihan kita .. 

Hidup hanya sekali, sentiasa berterima kasih pada Allah SWT dan sentiasa syukur akan segala yang kita lalui..

Insyahallah akan ada post baru very soon ! 

xx 

Wawa

 L O V E

Hello hai readers ! How are you today ? Good?? Before anything, syukur alhamdulilah kita masih disini bernafas and able to hidup for another day! Assalammuailaikum and hai, hehehehe , as the title above.. I wanted to share about my point of view regarding Love..

So , if you are not so into it ? Thank you so so much sebab singgah for awhile, but, for those who are excited for it ? LETS ! BEGIN ! 

Love

Such a lovely word and meaning too , don't you think.. But for me , Love is us.. Us? YES! US ! you , me , her , him ? We all are love .. I aware that in Bahasa , we called it Cinta ? Truthfully, kita semua cinta.. Cinta toward who? what? when? 

For me, when i called love, I call myself.. I don't know how to make you understand this but I will try my best .. Okay it's like this, when we wonder about Love .. Obviously those questions pops up , who ? when? what? where ?? kan.. Like we don't know when we will fall in love, or maybe you are already fall in love.. But when you looked at it, or trying to feels about it .. Can we explain yourself ? 

That is why I said that Love is US.. for me to understand Love, we need to understand `ourselve.. And I know that we hardly understand ourselve right? But that does not mean you don't deserve love.. Being confused with self bagi I adalah sesi mengenal diri, because we cannot expect people to understand us, we need to understand ourselve.. 

Aren't that pretty if we keep Love for Us? Cinta itu adalah saya.. It's like you presenting yourself to the world with that word.. And for me again, Love itself for ourselve.. We not gonna die without anyone in our life.. aka partner.. That is why I said, Love is for us.. Know yourself , know your worth, and use it nicely ..

Sometimes, we forget to appreciate ourselve because we trying so hard to understand someone else.. Can you imagine loving yourself and able to explained it to the world without any doubts and wonders..Allah! Bestnya..Like you able to explain why to yourself.. Same goes to Love, when everything understandable, things will get better and better..

It is important giving Love to someone else, because agreeing in committing Love together without knowing or understanding what it is it.. Nampak tak susah dia macam mana? Maybe sebab ni I samakan Cinta itu diri kita ( Us) .. When you don't understand yourself , you cannot expect people to understand you.. This is life, full with wonders and more to explore.. Dont stop loving but, learn to know love will make a huge differences ..

In other words , make love for yourself, understand well with what you needs and wants is important before loving someone else.. As mentioned before kenapa I letak Love tu kita semua sebab rugilah kalau kita terluka pada ayat yang begitu indah maksudnya..  In order to keep the beauty of Love.. make it understandable for yourself.. 

I hope I did make it clear serba sedikit but yea .. that is it for today.. about Love.. 

Thank you so so much for your time.. 

Hope to see you again anytime soon! 

xx

Wawaa.